Cake is fake... this is real

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
A man who is a player

Submitted: June 10, 2013

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Submitted: June 10, 2013

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JUST IMAGINE.... A Grown man that lived his life like this.... Always searching for woman to make his ego feel good by doing the same hum-drum roll and act over and over again, except trying different angles and approaches of where to rope the woman in. Enjoying the nurturing and catering a male who when in actual COMMITTED / JOINT/ EQUAL PARTNERSHIP / REAL LOVE/ TRUST-FILLED / HONEST / LOYAL/ SELFLESS / BLA BLA BLA receives . So what ever does he do..... well he just "plays" this insanely romantic approaching , all into you, honest, caring, understanding , non male chauvinistic, man of your dreams... and like a script goes down the line with the steps and moments reading into the woman's exclaimed actions and words... and her advancement into the " love zone" with saying the exact right words at the right expected time if in fact it was real. The only BOLD move he takes is one that he makes when he is certain that all his whoooing is going to make for a hook line and sinker in which the woman unknowing of the scheme part-takes.... I LOVE YOU..... ALWAYS, EVERY WOMAN... the first to say it, and if only the woman knew that he does exactly this with each and every woman as if he is playing out a broken record just w a different song . So he then gets to enjoy the delighted, enthralled, head over heels, convinced it is real, feeling like a high school girl again woman who would kiss the ground he walks on from the feeling she feels when she is with him. His claim to fame... grab the guitar.... the shy guy soooo real of a moment look in his eye at her as if it is so real and they are the only two people on the face of the earth and were meant to always find each other and be together, everything any woman would and could ever want. This is the best of a woman you can get is a woman who is in this fantasy that he lays out to them like a red carpet for them to take part in their own real life romance movie that entails all the dreamed up moments of love and prince charming that they dreamt of. All the way down to opening the car door... you think wow, okay I will sweetly take the seat beside my bo... my paramour, my new man that with the moments and words and such real feeling experiences in such a short time just ensures that there in no fear falling face first in this, because he assures you baby that you are as well the woman he has been searching for so long, the star couple, the envy of all your friends eyes.... while he allows it to be that way.... since not to long after his charisma and charm has all of them convinced as well does the hiding the blood tinged sheets of uncertainty upon your hopes and beliefs of what you have fallen into when the first down fall occurs. Brushed under the rug and wounds healed , you convince yourself as to why it happened but desperately hold on to the love you allowed by letting your heart in and still try to believe that it is real regardless of the first no text back.... night he somehow slips away from your arms, and knowing whereabouts. The first time is raw, brutal, bold and brave of him to do if there wasn't a reasonable explanation . He couldn't have done this just for the sake of doing so ... can he.... he loves you more than anything and would never do this. Everything your friends ,his friends privately warn you of, family and anyone you have had moments of approach w about this who know tell you, you make your own excuses for .... he is not that!! He just has a bad rep... and even if it is true.... I am different.... we are different ..... this is unlike anything neither one of us have ever felt .... even w our childrens other parent..... this is one of those types of loves..... you aren't stupid... you know what love is.... you know those moments... .you know this is real. During this time he lets out minor irritations that you find a little strange but the love keeps you afloat and willing to accept and even comply w request.... even though sometimes feeling a little pissed even.... but hey it must just be that this is what a mature new relationship feels like, since you have been so used to being w someone you spent years w and children born etc. Is it possible to just fall into an excellerated mode of relation and feeling since your older now? So you adapt and continue to love. but he seems to be consumed now with all these separating activities and it just seems to be this hanging over your head feeling of a nagging in your gut intuition that something is not right.... this isn't what should be happening if he is in fact that man you thought you knew, and thought this was that kinda love, but you hold on ......the excuses become concurrent and it almost seems that you don't want to let him out of your grasp since your not knowing when he is to be back.... or what his excuse will be this time. Fell asleep in my car , was soooooo trashed from not eating and it just hit him and he past out... phone died.... spent night w children ..... left phone in friends car... and ended up somewhere else.... or if taken to long he is waiting on someone else... their fault..... or he just wanted to hang w the boys for a bit.... but then you recall him telling you while at work that day how much he just can't wait to be in your arms... you have dinner waiting... you eat, you talk... all is well, laughs and normal life.... but somehow you just know. You feel empty, you feel sad, but you keep it from him and don't even want him to know , its building up inside of you an d when he is gone and doing it again, you sometimes just wish that he was there so you could just beat the living crap outta him... but somehow how is it he always gets away and your always in this spot again, but how is it the perfect love and he still has you so uncertain and suspicious? There is woman of question on his fb wall liking things that you don't know.. they are pretty and hmmmm but he says things that prove I am with him.... even one time wrote I love you with your first and last name in bold writing as if he is love struck too, and even had his profile a pic of the two of you in love and in bed all sorts of happy and smiling..well there is woman who know and dont' care and others... well other's he has a list.... a special list where they only see certain things.... and yes , yes my dear, you are on a list as well . He has condoms in his coat... his car.... never leaves his phone away from his side... and when he does... you don't even want to see, but he hides most of it anyway.... when he is at work... he is at work, planning, and looking, talking, meeting and even calling out of work.... on dating sites, searching searching searching.... he doesn't love you... he is ready to find that perfect next opportunity ... he is done w you had his fun.... and once he actually finds the perfect situation and has that woman roped in all those nights he isn't coming home and is w her and starting all over again, things get worse for you and its the beginning w her..... and here he goes again. Then the pit of the pit is actually if he was to let you check his computer... or if you did..... but he prob has fixed that now.... he has gotten good, just don't kw how he doesn't see he is wrong... w lying and continuously falling into the same pattern ... it is just sick!!!

 

 


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