*Josiah*

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
This is just a poem that i felt i needed to write.

Submitted: September 12, 2012

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-When i shut my eyes

I can see him

He has the biggest smile in the world

I can see so much life in him

- All he wants to do is play

He has no idea that he is dead

- After looking at how happy he looks; i dont have the heart to tell him the truth

So i wont

There isnt a day that goes by where i dont think of him

- People say that over time; it will heal

Its been three years now: and the pain hurts more then ever

The thing that hurts the most is the fact that i can still see him

- I see him in other little kids

He is smiling at me

Once i see his smile: my heart melts

It feels as if time has frozen

-Frozen so i can have my moment with him

- Robbing a man from becoming a father is the hardest thing i have ever had to deal with

At times: ill continue to run and run: until i cant bare to run no more

- I wanna pass out from running too hard

I want to throw up so i can feel better

- My body may look healthy; but looks can be decieving

Im sick

So sick that im on the floor lying in desperate pain

I want to feel better; so i force mybody to throw up so i can get this bad out of me

When i shut my eyes

- I can see him


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