My High School Life Regret

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It was my first time entering a school like this. My old friends are conservative and simple, so I had a hard time adjusting with all the new types of people with different personalities. I only had a few friends.

Through time, I learned to get along with everyone. There were even those whom I wanted to approach until one day....

A guy told everyone he likes me.

Submitted: March 12, 2010

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This is the story of my life... My sad high school life.

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1st year---

It was my first time entering a school like this. My old friends are conservative and simple, so I had a hard time adjusting with all the new types of people with different personalities. I only had a few friends. 

Through time, I learned to get along with everyone. There were even those whom I wanted to approach until one day....

A guy told everyone he likes me.

Everyone knew, except me. My friends knew about it, and it took me a long time to make them spill it out. From then on, we were teased everyday and we had to avoid each other. I wanted him to be my friend, but now, there was no chance of doing so. Why did he have to tell everyone? Why didn't he tell it to me directly?

One day, while I was doing an assignment, I found a piece of paper between the pages of my Biology book. In it was a cell phone number. We had a project coming, and I thought I was the one who wrote it so that I could send a message to our group leader, so I used the number to ask him a question. To my surprise, it wasn't our leader! It was the guy who had a crush on me!!!

I instantly thought, "Maybe this is the chance to get to know him better." We communicated secretly through the phone. He asked me many questions about my daily life, and talked about school and such. I thought that it was fun, and whenever I got bored or sad, I start a conversation with him. After some time, my conscience haunted me. I wasn't allowed by my parents to get a boyfriend, or even have crushes on anybody. I thought that I was being unfair to the guy, because I was making him hope for me even though I cannot give him back my feelings yet. And so, I came with a decision. I will tell him about my situation.

I told him that I do not have any intention of having a boyfriend until I graduate.

He said it was okay, but during time, our conversations lessened until we finally lost communication. I thought that it was the right thing to do... to set him free.

 

3rd year---

I don't know what I should do. I am badly missing him, but it would be awkward if I suddenly ask him something out of the blue after not speaking with a whole year. I cried and cried, without anyone knowing about my feelings. Why am I crying? I don't even love him... or, do I?

4th year---

I managed to get out of that depression. I know I should not be bothered about the past. It was just puppy love. It was not true. I should be more mature about this. We didn't even have a proper conversation. Nothing good springs out from a text relationship.

I have many friends now, most of them are popular and are considered the most intelligent of our batch. I was doing great and I was loving my life before my friend opened up the issue again. She told me that the guy already has a girlfriend. So what? Why do I need to know that?

I shouldn't. I should not get affected by any means. He was not mine to begin with. The fact that I'm still unallowed to have a boyfriend is still there.

Ugh. Who am I kidding? I love him. I am deeply affected! This is all my fault. I am depressed! Why did I not tell him my feelings while I still could? Why did he not wait for me? WHY?

There is nothing I could do now. Graduation is coming soon and we will separate... without him or anyone knowing about my feelings.

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To all of you who are reading this, if you are still having doubts on your feelings, you should confirm it and do something about it... FAST. Before time runs out.

THIS IS A REAL STORY.

-redangel6393


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