I hope you see me later on, finally getting my kicks
I hope you're watching from your home made crucifix
I want you to feel pain and express sorrow
I want to be able to claim from you the benefits of tomorrow
I need the closure and knowlegde that you won't hurt me again
I need the memories and thoughts to go away, instead they act like chains
I wish for the aching to stop, because as much as I hate you, I miss you too
I wish for time to erase these feelings so that someday you can see me, and I you
I hate the complications and the attention, especially when you complain
I hate that you think I want this and relish your thoughts, however inane
I just wanted a peaceful life, it's not much to ask for
I just wanted you to see that I'm a good girl, one to be adored
I always tried my hardest to please you, even with the small things
I always tried to make up for my mistakes, but you expected me to dance and sing
I was never good at expressing my emotions, you know that though
I was never intentionally stupid, I tried to learn more for you, but all you did was throw
I continually believed your lies, not wanting to feel untrusted
I continually looked forward to your empty promises, but into the strong winds they were uncaringly thrusted
I looked up to you and listened to your words
I looked up one day to see that you were gone, leaving me loneliness to walk t'ward
I couldn't do with without you and I broke down
I couldn't do with looking up to see the nothinglness infront of me
Now I go to sleep hoping I'll never come round
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Book / Literary Fiction
Short Story / Romance
Short Story / True Confessions
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