Guilty Thoughts

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: True Confessions  |  House: Booksie Classic
This is an apology I wrote for my rapest.
I don't know why but at times I feel as though everything was my fault and well I just feel resposible for it all...... and well I just want to apologize to him for the pain he has caused me ( I hope that makes sense)

Submitted: March 20, 2010

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It's cold

my body is freezing

My soul is turning into a brick of ice

My lips are a bright blue

I'm suffercating under

The weight of myself

I am my only enemy

in a world of 0ne thousand

In their eyes you raped me

In their eyes you molested me

but in my eyes I am my own rapest

I held me down

I did it all

It's my fault

All of it is my fault

I am the knife that took your life

I am the heart attack that stopped your mind

I am the reason your life is dead

I am the reason you froze me

I'm sorry

Sorry for it all

For not fighting back hard enough

I'm sorry for lying in the mud

curled up in a ball

I'm sorry for crawling home

the blood still smeared on my face

I apologize that a lady found me

beneath the highway bushes

I'm sorry that she brought me

to the police station

I'm sorry that when they asked me all those questions

I answered.

I apologize that I slit my wrists over you

i'm sorry that I drew , attention when I tried to hang myself

I'm sorry that you're rotting in a jail cell

I'm sorry if someone raped you

Please forgive me

For my suicidal phase

the phase in which I was dead

Forgive me for it all

* Your victim


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