JEN

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just loving my wife and honoring the death of my 5 month old who past away january 8th 2012 and changed our life

Submitted: February 26, 2012

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Although I know the reason why you cry, it kills me inside knowing i cant take away your pain, no matter how hard i try, i cant change what happened that night, it's good for you to let out your tears, but the pain of losing her will remain inside us for years, it will never go away, never disapate or fade, no matter how much we wish it would, it's here to stay anything we think about reminds us of that day, Peyton got her wings and flew away, some might even say to a better place,  that unlucky day of january 8th and like a broken record it plays and plays, no matter how sick we are of the song we'll remember the words for many years to come, what use to be our word just isnt the same cause lately we have very little to none when it comes to having FAITH! and not everyone reading this knows what i mean but there is a special woman that means the world to me reading this understanding every word that i say, her name is Jen, and even though we both lost a daughter that day, a mothers love for there child is stronger than any love i have ever seen, her heart was broken that day and since i've watched her change,she's not as happy as she use to be, and i know i cant take away her pain, she's not the same, missing her baby every single day, wishing she could turn back time, wishing Peyton could stay, and i wish i could have taken her place, or brought her back to life when i tried,  so many times i thought i did that night,  i rubbed my baby's back and said it's gonna be alright, but it was a mistake i was way to late that was daddy's breath blowin back in his face, i miss you Peyton and i know i'll see you again someday just wish it didnt have to be this way xoxoxo R.I.P my little angel! hang in there Jen we can get through this i know some days im not the man you need me to be and i can act a little crazy but loving you is what i do for 12 years now and for the rest of my life you'll never have to do this alone i love you with every inch of my soul more then you'll ever know xoxoxo 


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