loosing myself

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
the feelings of a teenager after an unrequitted love

Submitted: October 22, 2011

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So this is how it went. I saw him coming at the party, we talked, and laughed, joked and then kissed on the mouth it was platonic with not much meaning. But then on the trampoline we kissed in the mouth with the tongue this time. Again and again and again. I liked it; I think I fell for him even though he couldn’t remember my name. I fell; yeah I fell for this stupid addicted reggae guitarist guy. I fell real bad now, I think I’m doomed what I’m I going to do now I’m in that hole all alone? And the funny thing is that the next day he didn’t even remember. What the hell! I hate him! But I know it’s all my fault I’m the  one who gave myself to him even though I knew he was just playing … now I’m down this hole and no one can save me because I’m too far away … way down … I scream but no one hears me. Am I doomed to live here in this hole forever? Won’t anyone try to save me? Please come because my tears can’t stop flowing and I think I’ll drown… yeah…I’ll drown in my own tears… how pathetic! Huh? I hate him but I hate myself even more … so please someone, anyone, come and save me. 


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