The story of a girl

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Non-Fiction  |  House: Booksie Classic


About a girl who is trying to find herself.

Submitted: January 05, 2018

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This is the story of a girl. Kindergarten, the girl was very outgoing early on in her life, She was a very picky eater and got into trouble with other kids this didn't stop her from making many friends. This will all change one day. First Grade, this was a very uneventful time her mom had just moved her to Oklahoma. She was very sad that she could not see her dad. You see the girls parents had gotten divorced. The only thing she could remember being happy about at the time was a friend who chased her sorrow away. He was the light in her crumbling life. Then he left her to. Second Grade, She found herself in the same position as last year sad and alone. Many people had approached her, but she ignored them out of fear of being left. Then she met this boy who she felt like she could trust. Her and this boy had a connection. The boy told his mom about the girl. At a parents day they met each others parents. Although the girls mom was nice to the boy. The boys mom was different. She quickly learned she did not belong. The only reason for this being the color of her skin and the race she was born into this world as. Third Grade, This year she made lots of friends. She acted like they expected her to act not how she was. Even with this someone she considered her best friend left her again because of the color of her skin and the race she was born. She did make on good friend who accepted her however she was. This brought some light back. Fourth Grade, She was in class for two months before she had to move to california. She left everything in Oklahoma behind her and moved to start her new life. She walked into the classroom and introduced herself. She had to sit next to a girl who was very good at art. She inspired the girl sparked a flame inside her. These two girls hang out alot in the first month, but the girl got extremely sick and had to miss a lot of the school year. After she came back her friend ignored her she was very sad and had no idea what to do anymore. During the summer she had to move to colorado she started the year late but that didn't matter it was still a new start a chance to set things straight. Fifth Grade, The first person to help her was a nice small nice girl. She accepted the girl into her group. She was scared of being alone again. So she put on an act she tried to seem nice never saying no to them and not rejecting what they had to say. She was very nice to them she was placed at a different table group from her friend. This is where she meet a girl who we will refer to as M. M had a friend a nice one. When the girl first set eyes on M’s friend her heart was beating really fast. She had a hard time with this because she had this feeling before with the boy in first grade, but the difference was that M’s friend was a girl. She looked up on the internet what this could mean. She hadn't figured it out what it meant. On valentines day she told M,s friend she had a crush on her. She was rejected and then ignored by her. The only other girl she had a connection with is a girl who we will call A. A and the girl hated each other at first, but grew to like each other they had a friendly rivalry this kept chipping away at darkness and bringing in more light. Sixth Grade  this was a year she will always remember. She started of the new year strong lots of new kids came to her school. She was having no trouble socializing, for she had perfected her faked exterior. Then everything went downhill. She started having home, friendship, and academic problems. Her mom didn't think liking a girls and boys isn't a thing. She called it greedy. This made the girl hide her crush on M’s friend. She was also having doubts about her religion. She was a Christian and her mom did not accept the fact that she was questioning her beliefs. She always wanted to share her opinion, but when she did she was told she was too young to even thing of having an opinion. This drove her into a state of depression thinking she had no right to anything even her own life. A was also going through a sort of depression at the time. She avoided everyone and everyone was ignoring her existence even the girl. The girls grades dropped and she got scolded for this. She was told average wasn't good enough. She wasn’t good enough. This was thought kept repeating in her head. The only person that she could talk to was her dad. While staying at her dad house during the summer her grandfather died. She cracked she cried, cursed, and screamed. Her grandfather was like her second father she always felt connected with him. His death through her over the edge. Seventh Grade, During seventh grade she was still in a deep deep deep hole that she couldn’t escape. No matter how hard she tried she was stuck. Her dad the only person she would be truthful with got a girlfriend. He started spending more and more time with his girlfriend and less time with the girl. She started lying to him telling him “I’m fine” and “You can go with her”, but she wasn't fine. She needed someone or something to take her out of the hole. Then she found them four wonderful people who she could share all of her grief, her sorrow, her pain, her fear, and her happiness with. One these people made the girls heart beat fast. She gave the girl butterflies. The girl was in love. This mystery girl we already know she was with the girl 5th and 6th grade. The girl she was in love with is M. M had always given her light. M made her feel worth something. M was her salvation. The End


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