WELCOME TO DEPRESSION

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Horror  |  House: Booksie Classic

O.k, if you get queesy, do not read this. If you are suseptable to becoming suicidal, also do not read this.

Are you my soul? My anguish? My sorrow?

Are you why my heart is in my hand, dripping blood to the floor? Still pulsing, still yearning to feel. Why scream when there is no one to hear you?

To feel anything at all, just to have a purpose. My body ripped open, still living, still knowing, yet soulless and isolated.

Searching for a spirit, for a life.

Death is better than this.

Let my end come.

 Let my forlorn heart stop driving cold emptyness into my body.

Beating, pulsing, throbbing, pounding,

Thump

Thump

Thump

Thump in my hand, never ceasing.

To keep me alive forever in this state of hopelessness.

It is torture.

To seek a soul in an eternity of nothing, with no chance of the wish becoming true.

Death is better than this.

Are you my soul?

My life’s blood?

My hope?

Anything?

 


Submitted: January 30, 2009

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yuu shindemura

whoa great poem!!!XD i so like this kind of themes!!!! "one i like it vote for you" keep on rocking Rockmeggi! (um, is meggi your name?)

Sat, January 31st, 2009 5:19am

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No, just a pen name. You can me Luna. Or Meggi. Or Awesomely Insane Depressed Writer O' Doom. XD

Sun, February 1st, 2009 7:53am

autodocumentography

i liked it.dark yet intelligent.

Sat, January 31st, 2009 7:14am

Author
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Thanks, man. I appreciate it! ;)

Sun, February 1st, 2009 7:55am

yuu shindemura

he he what kind of name is that you are really depressed? aww...well, i'll call you Luna. sounds cool!

Sun, February 8th, 2009 2:50pm

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Lol, im not depressed i just have been before. im actually really hyper and @RANDOM@. So neway, gracias!

Mon, July 27th, 2009 10:16am

ScreamingMyHeartOut

WOW :|
im truely speechless.
that was amazing.

Tue, April 14th, 2009 5:58pm

Author
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Gracias! I try. ^_^

Fri, April 17th, 2009 11:29am

JenDamsel

That was great! loved it.
~Jenn

Sun, May 24th, 2009 4:21am

Author
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Thanks, jen! wow, yeah im deffinatly coming on here more now.

Mon, July 27th, 2009 10:17am

DLCannon Reprise

Awesome. Reminds me of when I was cracked downed when I was a crackhead. I remember wanting my heart to just stop beating. So I could stop craving crack over and over again. Hang over after crack feigning hang overs. Again and again. But I pulled thru. And, no, this did not trigger anything in me to do crack again. I am stronger than how I was before. I can't wait 'til it's time to post the poems I wrote durring my crack comedowns now. Thank you for sharing. My crack comedowns sucked, yes. Believe me, yes. but I wrote some good ones those days. It will however be years to come for their turn to be up here. But good work. Gets my like vote. =D

Sat, November 27th, 2010 11:33pm

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