Encased in my heart of darkness long
I walk winding roads of no longer belong
Through thickness of dirges plagued
Underneath pain that I have begged
Tears disguised by the heavy pour rain
Wishing for love which I have no claim
A heart I wish to hold for only love sake
Instead I possess pieces of heart break
Entwined in depression no light of dark
Red stains of passed ago fresh marks
Mask of solemn hidden by casket untruth
Age of grey lost within pain of once youth
Time laps my sanity slowly away by time
Until what I use to be is no longer mine
Submitted: July 17, 2019
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Dr. Normal
I understand this well--not feeling like an owner of who you are or feeling undeserving of love. Whatever bad place you're in, this is great poetry and I hope it's helping you find yourself again.
Mon, August 5th, 2019 11:35pm