"I really wish you didnt have to go" i say turning to him and stareing into his big green eyes he smiles wrapping his arms around me a small tear falls down my snow white cheek he takes his finger and wipes it away i sigh and turn my head he hugs me closer to his chiseled body "I love you with all my heart and always will" he breathes into my ear i close my eyes wishing that this moment could last forever he grabs my hand and lifts me into his arms in the manner that someone would hold a small child or baby he takes me over to the river where we first met i sigh seeing the way the water reflects the moon as he takes my hand and we begin to slow dance on the dock to only the sounds of owls and crickets
he leads me around in small circles but soon the sun begins to rise he takes me back to the car and he leans into kiss me when suddenly reality comes crashing down 'no' im wakeing up 'no' wake up to find myself arm,s wrapped around my legs sitting on the floor of the bathroom in his paris hotel room im surrounded by blood i quickly look around and see him lieing on the floor and everything comes flooding back the dream and the reality before it i remember the grunts of pain as i entered the hotel room i remember seeing him lieing on the floor his wrists bleeding barely concious i look at him now and then to my self realizeing that the blood around me is more washed out and less crimson i crawl over to him and pull him into my arms remembering the manner in wich he held me in my dream i throw my head back hitting it hard on the corner of the counter for the sink i hit it again and again repeatedly screaming why until my own blood surrounds me i slowly feel my self getting neusus as my head spins i hit it again knocking my self out at last tears leak slowly out from under my closed eye lids as i lay there bleeding with him by my side as we run into a field finally together for ever
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