Confessions of Broken Love

(I was so obsessed with finding someone to love me, because I simply couldn't love myself.)

I've watched the stars form constellations across the sky.
I've sat here awake all night long trying to figure out why.
Why I can't breathe on my own anymore.
Why I can't stand up alone anymore.

I've acted like nothing can break me all these years.
I've pretended I was strong, but baby, I'm not.
So when the waves come in and disappear.
I will have lost everything.

Pease don't worry about me.
I'm doing fine, I swear on my grave.
'Cause I've dug it deep - Rest my head down to sleep
I'll never love again.

I've watched the sun set so beautifully.
I dream of your eyes, resembling.
As we re-arrange pieces over and over.
Like it will help or even fix this mess.
Knowing that it won't do a damn thing.

I've acted like nothing can hurt me all these years.
But in reality everything will break me.
I'm not immune, I'm dying inside.
Screaming inside, pushing you away.

Please don't worry about me.
I'm doing fine, I swear on my grave.
'Cause I've dug it deep - Rest my head down to sleep
I'll never love again.

Please don't worry about me.
Go on and live your life without me.
'Cause you've moved on now - Hurt and bleeding in my sleep.
I'll never love again.

I told you that nothing could hurt me.
I told you I could stand up alone.
I told you I could breathe through the misery.
I told you I'd love again.
I told you that nothing could hurt me. (I told you...)
I told you I could stand up alone. (Without you...)
I told you I could breathe through the misery. (Destiny...)
I told you I'd love again. (I'll never love again...)

Please don't worry about me.
I swear to God, I'm O - Fucking - K.
I've dug my grave and I've dug it deep.
Rest my head down to sleep.

Please don't worry about me.
Go on and live your life without me.
'Cause you've moved on now - Hurt and bleeding in my sleep.
I'll never love again.

Please don't worry about me.
I'm doing fine,  I swear on your grave.
'Cause I've dug it - rest my head down to sleep.
I'll never love again.
No, I'll never love again.

I'll never sleep again. ~