letters to my father #2

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
things from my notebook.

Submitted: April 17, 2014

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sitting here drinking on my lonesome
think im everything unwholesome
this isnt nothing new
writing letters to my father
i know he wont ever read
ive learned not to be upset
ive been dealing with depression
really im just tired of all the suppression
wondering if i really exist
if i put this razor to my wrist 
i swear it will be the last time
i wonder what was going through his head
on the day i was born
did you ever miss your firstborn
i already tried to hang myself
i wonder if my grandpa thinks about
walking in on that day
you ask about my coping skills
who else profiteers
i swear that angel on my shoulder has been dead
possessed cause i always rebelled
high every single night
how do i float on?
everybody just sees the outside
never known what ive seen   how i feel
for a couple years now

 


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