How Do I?

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic

Dylan doesn't want me in his life anymore, I try to move on like he's doing... but I don't want to move on, I want to be best friends like we were before, how should I tell him?

How Do I?

You ignore me like I'm nothing

I might not ever be anything more

than what you said to me

 

But can't you see?

Can't you see that

I am sorry?

Can't you see that

I am lonely?

Can't you see that

I am not me?

 

How can I tell you that

I'm not crazy?

How can I tell you that

I'm not that girl

who destroyed your world

How can I face you

when I'm not sure anymore?

 

I watched as you walked away

tears were streaming down my face

But you just didn't see them before you turned

and placed me behind like yesterday

you don't even remember my name

 

How can I say that

I'm not holy?

How can I say that

I'm your one and only?

When I distroyed

everything between our feet

How can I say that

you're my best friend?

How can I say that

our friendship has

come to an end?

 

I'm not anything more than

what you've left me for

But please don't let 

our love out the door

 

I know I'll never

compare to her

I know I'll never

be like her

And I know I'll never

get to say these words;

 

How can I move on

if I don't know where to begin?

How can I move on

if you're the only one

who knows how to

make my heart mend?

How can I move on

if you're the only one

that I'll think of

until the end?


Submitted: April 18, 2012

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Aaron Pulis

some good lines in there :) and plenty of emotion :) Hope your feeling better now :( Keep up the good work :)

Sat, June 16th, 2012 11:12am

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Thank you Aaron and I'm working on getting better :) don't worry!!

Sat, June 16th, 2012 10:40am

jmurch

...because you will. There is too much love in your heart. It beats gently from the heartbeat of your writing. You are going to make someone very happy if you continue to show your soul like this in writing. I insist...Thank you! I love a great read!

Sun, June 24th, 2012 5:59pm

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Thank you! It means a lot!

Mon, June 25th, 2012 11:41am

Ian Dawn

I agree with my boy jMurch, beklieve me you will and I had teh same thoughts my highschool sweetheart of 13 years and then bam divorce and remarried now I have two beautiful daughters and a wife who understands me. well sort of as best anyone can. You will find it again just not with him, friendships are a wonderous thing until they become love then its all betts off it just hurts too much I know, I tried to date my first ever love and friend and after 11 years we tried to kiss and laughed for hours it was just so wrong we were lucky it never went any further coz we are still great friends 25 yrs later.

Mon, June 25th, 2012 4:50am

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I'm really happy that you two are still friends, it's hard for me to make friends because I feel like they're all going to abandon me :(

Mon, June 25th, 2012 11:45am

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