Thoughts of a broken shadow #1

"I want to shout out loud, but no one is there to hear my cry of pain, 
Hit the ground so hard, Just in the hope that it will end my days,
Forget everything, Memories, Relations, and most of all your face,
If I continue to remember you this way, I don't think I'll last in this place,
I grab my chest, as I feel a knife strike right through me,
Pull out that, which beats a melody within me,
Throw it in the river, to wash away the sorrows,
For I don't feel like I have the strength to go on tomorrow,
My life was just a short, meaningless chapter to the world,
For when I am gone, I have a strong feeling, no one would even remember a word..."