Nobody's OnlyOne

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just some blues, all of us go through at some point in our lives.

And then again in the morning I wake up with the hope that today will be better , I try to ignore the weight that’s settled on my heart and is weighing down my soul, I get up and I get ready to greet the new day, but with every passing second it becomes more and more difficult. When my friends talk to me I try being as friendly as possible and they have no idea how much it has cost me to fake that smile and force that laugh. To respond to their questions and to participate in their conversations.

Is it too much to ask for some one who can see right through this façade and look in to my eyes and say that, I know you are not okay, I know that its this heavy weight on your heart but I will share this with you. And give me the tears that you never shed, those tears need to come out because the longer they stay inside you the more damage they are causing.. So please let it out.

But no one ever says that, they don’t want to see beneath the surface to know that everything is not as right as I pretend that it is. But no one cares enough to scratch the superficial to look at the deep. Why is it so?

Because I am not lovable enough, I am loved but not enough that any one will take pain to understand. They are all happy with the way things are. And honestly I don’t want to disturb any one either.. Why should I be the one to create currents of discontent in their perfect lives, I love these people.  I am okay, honest.. That’s what I tell myself before going to bed, and I shut my eyes thinking that may be tomorrow will be better than today..

 you know what they say?

That its possible that you are loved by others but you are still lonely, because you are nobody's only one!...\"\"


Submitted: February 18, 2015

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BradRR

Really enjoyed that. I think we've all felt this way at least once in our lives.

Wed, February 18th, 2015 6:56pm

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Thankyou brad.. I am just going through this phase,, well thanks again for reading. Sometimes just this matters a lot that someone's listening or reading in this case..

Wed, February 18th, 2015 11:00am

LeeSchneider

This is an appropriate way to express with words things that lie heavy on the heart. It can bring just relief. Secretiveness does only sufferings. Very good writing!

Fri, February 20th, 2015 5:02pm

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Thankyou for your time :) Yup you're right..

Fri, February 20th, 2015 10:36am

Jeremy Walker

I feel like that... a lot. Most of my songs are about this yearning for someone to hear me. Yet at the same time... I want to keep it to myself. Would you mind checking some of them out? You might like them. ;)

Thu, April 9th, 2015 3:57pm

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aw :( yeah, i know those *feels* :) its ok..
sure , as soon as i can find some time.

Fri, April 10th, 2015 10:55am

Haley906

Finally someone understands! I used to fell like that but one of my friends saw my sadness and helped me get happier

Thu, April 9th, 2015 5:44pm

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you are lucky haley :) yeah ,, hanging there , hoping for the best..

Fri, April 10th, 2015 10:56am

Brave Owl

Oh my gosh!! You understand me. I'm seriously crying because you said the words I never could, but I knew to be true. Don't listen when people tell you to hang in there, but don't give up either. I honestly now have felt an emotional *click* towards this poem, towards you, and towards your understanding. Like I said, you said the things I never could quite word, but knew to be there. There is NO one for some people, like me. And there's nothing I can do about it because I'm "no one's only one." Thank you, for seeing what you really feel, and voicing it. Thank you for sharing this. I understand. I liked this poem, you are a great writer. :)

Tue, May 5th, 2015 4:04pm

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Awww,, I dont know what to say,, you are soo sweet. And I love you for understanding, and I am so happy that you clicked with something I wrote.. that means A LOT to me..
and,, you never know there might be someone there for us too. even when we feel that there isn't.. so lets not give up, we are strong right?
and Thank you so much for coming on my page.
Lots of Love_xoxo

Tue, May 5th, 2015 11:43am

tunok

relate much! perfect timing for me. thats what Im feeling right now. I feel the emotion when I read It. GREAT WORK! great writer!

Thu, May 28th, 2015 9:15am

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Thanks bunches ^_^ means alot!

Thu, May 28th, 2015 6:30am

Mist James

Wow. Very well written and expressed in a relatable way.

Thu, June 25th, 2015 5:39am

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thank you :)

Wed, June 24th, 2015 11:26pm

dorgelyy

This is absoluetly beautiful. Ive never been able to relate to something so much especially right now since im going through some tough times. Fantastic job.

Mon, November 9th, 2015 4:12am

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hey thanks sweety.. i hope you get all the happiness you deserve. this time is not for ever.. :)

Sun, November 8th, 2015 10:48pm

Catherine Skye

This is so beautiful. I sort of know how you feel. It's hard to fake a smile but you have to in order to keep others from worrying. My smile became a little more real while reading this. I'm not alone :)

Tue, December 8th, 2015 9:11pm

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It kind of feels comforting, doesn't it? :) to know that you're not alone in feeling this way..
and I am really glad, that it caused for you to smile a genuine smile:)

Wed, December 9th, 2015 7:44am

timburtonandme

It's comforting to know that someone out there can put how I have felt before into perfect words. Thank you for writing this, it is honestly one of the most beautiful things that I have ever read.

Wed, December 9th, 2015 8:12pm

Elena ArtistiC

This is so intense and describes in a great level how I am feeling. I think this is the way a lot of young people feel. Lost in our own worlds trying to figure out our places in the real one! Amazing work! Well done!

Thu, December 31st, 2015 11:50am

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yeah.. agree there.
thanks 4 commenting.

Thu, January 7th, 2016 7:25am

SinghDandiwal

wow

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