Blind Love

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic

More Poetry i wrote about my ex who beat me and my best friend who was in love with me and i didnt see it.

Blind Love
 
By: Sammi Jay
 
I got teardrops down my cheeks
I got blood across my fingertips
Slowly tracing the outline of the freshly cut vein
Slowly watching the trail of blood
As it makes its way down my arm to drip, drip, drip,
To the floor where the Kleenex are balled in shame
My heart is broken that’s why there is so much blood
The bloody cut open across my chest
An X I make as I try to rip it out
I want it out!
Take it out
God damn I hate this pain
The pain in my life hurts me
Like the blade should have when I slit my wrists and chest
But it didn’t I was to numb,
Numb from the pain and shock you caused me
I hear the door open and see the one person who truly loved me
That I was too stupid to see
To blinded by your god damn lies
He looks at me terror in his eyes
I look down the tears flowing more
My hands shake as the blade goes cold
You approach me calmly as if to help
No you are here to get me because I am the one who wants it to end
I’m coming to an end
You lunge at me
Grabbing the knife as it accidently nicks your arm
You throw your arms around me
And I begin to breathe harder
I am crying worse now
You kiss my forehead and tell me that you are here,
I pull myself to you scared out of my mind
Scared that you’ll leave as well
I’m here baby girl you whisper in my ear over and over again
The tears brim your eyes as they pour out my own
I kiss your lips and tell you never to leave me
I hold myself close to you again
I am sorry that I never knew I say my tears clouding my vision from your face
Just don’t leave me, I love you
You squeeze me in your arms and kiss my neck so softly
My heart slowly clams down
I will fix your heart he says,
I will fix all of the crap he did I will make it all better you say to me
And that’s when I rest my head on your shoulder
With you slowly moving your fingertips across my cheek
And I realize you are the one for me till the day I truly die
I am safe for now? I ask
You will always be safe with me
I promise and you kiss my lips as my eyelids slowly drift.


Submitted: March 17, 2010

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Brii Morris

Wow. That's amazing, and you are an amazing writer. I can't wait to read more of your writing. Keep it up! And please keep me posted if you ever write anything else. :D Thanks!

Wed, March 17th, 2010 6:52pm

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Thank you (:

Thu, March 18th, 2010 9:18am

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