Am I ... ?

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Gay and Lesbian  |  House: Booksie Classic
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My first gay novel ... not sure if it's any good, and the gay thing only comes in a couple chapters in, the first two are just setting the scene, but I'd love if you read them. Drop me a comment (good OR bad!) if you're feeling nice and I'll give you a reply for sure :)

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Am I ... ?

Submitted: December 28, 2010

My first gay novel ... not sure if it's any good, and the gay thing only comes in a couple chapters in, the first two are just setting the scene, but I'd love if you read them. Drop me a comment (good OR bad!) if you're feeling nice and I'll give you a reply for sure :) Read Chapter

Submitted: December 28, 2010

Chapter 2   The next day was Saturday, the weekend. When I went down for breakfast at ten thirty Michelle was there and ther... Read Chapter

Submitted: December 28, 2010

Chapter 3   It was cold and dark and raining when I met Jamie at the café. “Alright Noah?” “Yeah.” “R... Read Chapter

Submitted: December 28, 2010

Chapter 4   I blacked out for a moment. And I mean, literally passed out. I didn’t know how long for, but it mustn’t hav... Read Chapter

Submitted: December 29, 2010

Chapter 5   I was coming around. And it bloody hurt like a bitch. I grimaced. “Noah?” I snuck an eye open, and f... Read Chapter

Submitted: December 29, 2010

Chapter 6 Things were muted at home. No one mentioned that Saturday night, and my parents hardly even spoke to me. Whenever they did,... Read Chapter

Submitted: December 29, 2010

Chapter 7   I felt utterly numb. If someone came along and kicked me in the balls I didn’t think I’d even notice. I ... ... Read Chapter

Submitted: December 30, 2010

Chapter 8   Compared to Dad, Carmen was a doddle. She was excited, actually. She even said, “Oh Noah no way! I have always... Read Chapter

Submitted: December 30, 2010

Chapter 9   When I returned to him I tried to act as normal as possible, like nothing had happened. So, being such a good fr... Read Chapter

Submitted: January 01, 2011

Chapter 10   I’d never felt my heart beat so fast in my entire life. I knew he was waiting for me to say something, to tel... Read Chapter

Submitted: January 01, 2011

Chapter 11 “Paul?” I echoed. Michelle nodded. “He kept bugging me, and I could hardly make him leave.” “Why did he ... Read Chapter

Submitted: January 02, 2011

Chapter 12   “What? You’re ... gay?” I sat down on the other side of the table. What was the world coming to? ... Read Chapter

Submitted: January 02, 2011

Chapter 13   Over the next few days, things calmed down. I heard nothing from anyone – be it Robert, Paul, Nicki ... or Ja... Read Chapter

Submitted: January 03, 2011

Chapter 14   I was worrying about what to wear as soon as I put the phone down. Yes, I liked Robert. I wanted to make a good... Read Chapter

Submitted: January 03, 2011

Chapter 15   My day with Robert couldn’t have gone better. When I got home at eight I was still on a high and I decided no... Read Chapter

Submitted: January 04, 2011

Chapter 16   A few days later, Paul rang to tell me how his thing went. His parents had accepted it, he’d told me, even th... Read Chapter

Submitted: January 05, 2011

Chapter 17   “A hundred pounds?” I echoed. Robert nodded. He couldn’t even look me in the eye. “But ... what for... Read Chapter

Submitted: January 08, 2011

Chapter18   My heart was pounding as I escaped, down the street, from Jamie and Nicki. I was getting very angry with myself,... Read Chapter

Submitted: January 08, 2011

Chapter 19   My foot slipped on the wet ground and I fell over. I was so shocked from Paul’s words that I couldn’t funct... Read Chapter

Submitted: January 15, 2011

Chapter 20   Well my day just kept getting better and better, didn’t it? I could barely comprehend what Robert was saying.... Read Chapter

Submitted: January 20, 2011

Chapter 21   When I opened my eyes I was lying down in a hospital bed. I was confused. I didn’t remember how I got here. I... Read Chapter

Submitted: January 29, 2011

Chapter 22   I opened my eyes. It was morning and the sun was blazing through the window. I turned over and glanced around t... Read Chapter

Submitted: January 29, 2011

Chapter 23   I leaned against my bedroom door, ear pressed to the wood, listening for any movement. I was going to meet up w... Read Chapter

Submitted: February 03, 2011

Chapter 24   Carmen was home for the weekend and she was fussing over me and flapping about so much she looked like a chicke... Read Chapter

Submitted: February 10, 2011

Chapter 25   I was on my way back home from Jamie’s house. We’d just ended up playing some Playstation games and lazing ... Read Chapter

Submitted: February 20, 2011

Chapter 26   “Noah? Where have you been? You were supposed to be home fifteen minutes ago.” I look at Mum, standing ... Read Chapter

Submitted: February 20, 2011

Chapter 27   “Paul what the fuck do you think you’re doing?” “What are you talking about, Noah?” “Don’... Read Chapter

Submitted: February 22, 2011

Chapter 28   I woke up when it was still dark – so I couldn’t have been out more than a few hours. I glanced down at mys... Read Chapter

Submitted: February 23, 2011

Chapter 29   I didn’t get to sleep that night. The memory of it kept haunting me. Several times I barely stopped myself fr... Read Chapter

Submitted: February 27, 2011

Chapter 30   “Mrs Wells?” I asked curiously but politely, staring into a round, middle-aged woman’s kind face. A sweet... Read Chapter

Submitted: March 10, 2011

Chapter 31   It almost killed me to leave Robert’s house after hearing him speak those words. I walked away from his drive... Read Chapter

Submitted: March 12, 2011

Chapter 32   Black. It was pitch black. I couldn’t see a single thing. I cringed back as a voice hissed by my ear, “You... Read Chapter

Submitted: March 13, 2011

Chapter 33   “You look nervous,” Dad observed, glancing at me over his newspaper. I stopped jiggling my leg up and down,... Read Chapter

Submitted: March 13, 2011

Chapter 34   Jamie let me stay over for the night. I slept on his couch, texting Robert until midnight. We arranged to see e... Read Chapter

Submitted: April 01, 2011

Chapter 35   Fix you, Coldplay. Next. I Just Died In Your Arms, Cutting Crew. Next. Shameless, The Fratellis. Next. Misery, ... Read Chapter

Submitted: April 18, 2011

Chapter 36   I was on my way to Robert’s the next day. There was almost a spring in my step as I walked, but the incident ... Read Chapter

Submitted: April 18, 2011

Chapter 37   I watched him take his shirt off. I couldn’t help staring at his body. God he was so buff. I couldn’t take ... Read Chapter

Submitted: May 31, 2011

Chapter 38   I lay contentedly beside Robert, in a pair of his clean boxers and my t-shirt and jeans. He was gazing levelly ... Read Chapter

Submitted: June 04, 2011

Chapter 39   I hardly slept a wink that night, which was sort of good – at least that night wouldn’t come back to haunt ... Read Chapter

Submitted: June 04, 2011

Chapter 40 I sprinted back to the house, huffing and puffing. I literally ran into Carmen as she exited the house. “Noah!” sh... Read Chapter