i killed my conscience

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
sometimes i wish i didn't have a conscience...

Submitted: November 26, 2011

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Submitted: November 26, 2011

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hello my chaotic friend...

do you remember me...?

it's been a while since we've talked...

since i set you free...

yes, i am your conscience...

i help you see right and wrong...

i let you know when you should grieve...

and where guilt truely belongs...

but i let you go for a while...

thinking you may need a break...

but you've taken it to far...

use your mind and don't forsake...

you can't go on this way...

you are a wild, untamed mess...

you have to use logic again...

civilized...? no you're much less...

look at what was once your home...

it is now a complete wreck...

you've even let your body go...

there are blood smears on your neck...

it looks like something died in here...

not in the room, but in your mind...

like you didn't learn a thing from me...

you just left me behind...

but then again that may be my fault...

i am the one that set you free...

but i did it thinking you were smart...

i thought that you would see...

but now you have to see...

because i am making you...

do exactly as i say...

do as i tell you to...

do not try to go against me...

you know what i'm saying is right...

you have to relearn compassion...

don't turn this into a fight...

what're you doing with that knife...?

put that down right now...

you don't want to do that...

oh my god ow!!!

you can't do this to me...

for i am a part of you...

you can't just get rid of me...

and go get something new...

ouch that really hurt...

please, no, not again...

please, don't do this to me...

be humane, you're human...

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i know what i've just done...

it's a form of suicide...

but she was getting on my nerves...

no ones rules shall i abide...

i will do what i want...

there are no rules to govern me...

she's the one who made the mistake...

of ever setting me free...


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