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Submitted: November 02, 2014

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Insan paida hota hai or bhot kuch daikhta hai koi kisi ki zindagii tabah nai karta har kisi k apny hath ma hai ye zindagii . wo mujhy bhool gya tha ya ha mai nai jantii magar ma nai janti k usy aaj tak bhool kiu naii pae . 1993 ko mai pida hoi maira any k do sal baad 1995 ko saad paida hua tha mai or woo kabii itna ak dusryy se baat nai karty thy humhain koi interst bhu nai tha par agar ma bht shuruu or pichy jaoon to mujhy apna 10 saal ka hna or us kay 8 sal hny sa la kar ab tak ka yaad hai mai us se bhot ziada piayar kartii aii bachpan ma kabhii bhi pta nai lagnyy dia mujhy us k andar apna dost dikhai daita tha mai har waqt too sath nai rakhtii thi par dil hii dil ma kehtii hotii thi k woohii maira dost n bhai ha waqt guzarta gya ham har sal miltyy thy ak dusryy se wo saudia hua karta tha vacations ma yahan aya kartii thi mairi phupho and hum mila karty thy us ki cuxn ki shadi thi 2010 ma us waqt see hamarii dostii bharnay lag gai woo mujhy har baat btaya karta tha ma bhi suna kartii us nay jab mujhy btaya k jis ki shadi ha wo usy acha nai samjhtii mujhy ye baat aisii chubhii or jesyy senay ma aaag bharknay lagi ho ma nay kha mujhy puri khanii btana ma tumharyy ghar aaonn gii aglay din ma us k ghar gaii wo bht exited tha n soo as ma bhii k hum kafii arsy baad milain gay 2 sal baad joo aya tha pak ma woo or jab us nay sari batin mujhy btai apnii cuxns ki to mujhyy bilkul pasand nai aya k wo is  sath aisa kiu kar rae hain mujhy hamaisha see us k baryy a pta hail akin us nay us din bhi mujhy purii batain naii btai us saal is ka Pakistan ma hamisha k lia rehnyy ka plan ban raha tha kiu k areej nay yahan see parhna tha istarah bilkul pichy see btana shuruuu karoon too ye 1000 pages ki book ban jay gii or itna likhnay ii himat bhi nai rakhtii khair mai us k hamaisha k lia pkistan ajanyy se shuru karna pasand karoon giii chotii khanii is lia likh rai k agar pasnd atii hai too ma is par kitab likhoon gii or us ka nam sid rakhoon gii 2011 ma wo log Pakistan ay phupha bhi sath thy ary btana bhool gai saad  mairii sab se chotii phuphoo ka baita hai . acha jab wo log Pakistan ayy too saad  nay bht bola k nai ma Pakistan nai rahoon ga mujhy wapis jana hai ma bhii us k ghar hii thii jab is baryy ma larae hoo rai thi maira dil tha k woo idhar hiii ray magar us kii khawahish ma mai chup thii or kabhii nai bolii or koshish kii k woo chala jay wapis jaisa yee chahta hai magar mairii phuphoo nay bhi mujh se kha k tum kahoo k mai yahan akailii hoo jaoon gii mujhy apnyy baityy k yahan hony se tasalii rahyy gii ma na bhii baat kii par woo nai man raha tha akhir phir khud hii chp ho gya or Pakistan rehny k lia man gya .or mujhy msg kr k btaya ma idhrr hii hoon Pakistan ma mai bhii khsh hoii acha good . phupha nay un logon ko falcon ma ghar keray pa la k dia upar ka portion tha wo log wahan shift huay orr phuphoo nay kafi ziada acha saman bhi lia phupha ye sab karny k baad wapis saudia chaly gay mairii or is kii pakii dostii kii shuruwat hony lag gai maira dil arta tha mai us koo har dunya k bandyy se bcha k rakoon us koi anch naa any doon usyy har baat pa toktii thi usy mna kartii thi . maira un k ghar ana gana tha mai har weekend un k ghar jaya karti thi un k ghar k kam kaj karna mujhy bht pasand th aisi tarhan ak baar ma chai bnany gai kitchn ma n sath ma coffee bhi saad bhi agya and abeer bhi udhar steel ka danda sa parha tha kitchen ma mujhy sharat sujhi ma nay kha aooo movie bnaty hain hum nay movie bnanii shuruu ki saad ko ma nay kha tum bhai bnoo n jab tum ghar aty mujhy kisi larky k sath khara daikh k heran hotyy or gusyy ma akyy danda uthaty or ma kehtii bhai ma nay kuch nai kia bhai ,,,,, hum nay aisa hii kia koi pichas barr galat hny k baad akhir karr movie zabadast sii ban gaii or ma bht khush hooi sath sham kp hum nay bahar jany ka bhi plan bnaya or hum walk karnya gay khoob maza kia ab kia isi tarha har week ma un k ghar chalii jaya kartii tjii n hm don o khub maza karty sath ma us kii bhn areej abeer n abdul hadi bhi hoty thy magar ma n saad ziada tar akhty hii hotyy htyy hotyy hum dono kii dosti khoob bhar gai n hum dono nay ak dusry ko hra baat btani shuruu kar dii woo mairy pichy parha rehta tha k apniii purii life ka mujh se share karoo tumh acha naa laga bta k toochoor daina wagaira wagaira humarii msgs ma bht batain hua karti thi n  hamarii families koo hamarii dostii ka achy see pta tha ma nay kabhii naii cha k hamariii dostii ma kabhii koi darar ayy lakin woo kia kehtyy hain waqt han waqt insan koo aisyy mor pa lay ata hai k jis see woo kabhi door rehna pasand nai karta hota usi see hamiasha haisha k lia choor daina parhta ha siraf is ilia k woo apnii zindagii jii sakhy siraf is ilia k usy kabhii koi nuksan ya dukh na  ho oak hii baar khud se badil kar daina parhta ha .mairii zindagii ma woo pehla or akhrii insan tha jis koo har cheese kii ijazat thii woo mujhyy pakar sakta tha ma nay usy har andaz see choot day rakhii thiye hii wajh thii k woo mujhy bedharak koi bhii baat n ma usy keh diya kartii thi har mamlyy ma harm or pa mairii hii galtii rahii ha n ma  wapis jana bhii chahhoon to nai ja saktii usy pukar nai saktii usy bta nai saktii k aj bhii woo mairy lia bht importance rakhta ha ma us k bina ak min nai reh saktii mujhy us ki zaroorat ha ma kuch naii keh saktii kiu k woo bht khush ha n us kii khusii mairay lia bht important ha .

Kitna bewakoof hai yee zamna bhii

Ishq bhii us se hua jis ka taqdeer ma nam nai

Kabhii us k baryy ma bht sochoon too yahii lagta ha k kain waqai mairyy dil ma us k lia koi feelings thin kia? Sawal uthty hain dheer saryy jin k jawab mairyy paas nai hain ma daina chahoon bhii too nai da patii or khud koo pechy khainchny k ilawa mairy paas koi chara bhi nai hota . ma usy bhai keh kar pukartii thi mujhyy bht acha lagta tha ak baar woo saudia gya koi kam tha han unhoon nay apna nam dubara see renew karwana tha matlab citizenship ki wajah say wo log wahn gay thy mairii orr us kii behad larae hua kartii thii lakin jab bhi woo mairyy samnyy ata tha too ma bilkull naram hoo jatii thi or sab bhool bhal jatii thi  isi tarahan hii hua hum dono kii khb sii laraii hui ma nay keh dya k ma tumha daikhna naii chatii na daikhoon gii ma us k ghar gai hum khana kha ray thy ak martaba bhi us ki janib ma nay nai daikha tha phuphoo nay bhi pucha but ma nay kuch bola nai usy tap charii woo gusyy se table se utha or bahar chala gya ma ye scene nai bhool saktii is se bhii ziada ziada batain yaad hain mujhy phir us nay gana lagaya tum hi ho wala ma nay koi notice nai lia or ma phuphoo n un k betian bahar chalii ain hum batain kar rahii thin n phuphoo nay kaha k hum wapis jany ka plan kar ray Pakistan naii rehna kiu k bht se masly paida huay thy idhar hony se mairyy dil ma jesyy churyaan khubii hoon ma chup rahii bilkul chup itnii dair ma saad gungunata hua bahr chala gya ma usi k bary ma soch rahii thii n ma jantii thi Pakistan ma rehty huay wo kitna kharab hoo chukka ha is ka wapis chaly jana behtar rahyy ga lakin is nay apnii baton kii or apnii mujhy itnii adat dal dii thi k is k bina maira rehna mahal tha or is ka yehii sawal hota tha tum reh loo gii mairy bina ma kehtii thi han…. Khair jab wo andar aya tab tak light aa chukii hii hum andar agay or phuphoo nay kha sab lait jao hum ait gay sony k lia ma nay msg kia kia kar ray ho ?? ak ganay ka shair bheja n hum phir uth k bhar gay orr drawing room ma beth k baat kii woo mairyy kareeb ata gya n ma bilkul theek hoo gai n ronyy lagii bht bola us nay bhi ma nay bii ma nay kha hum donoo koo ak dusryy se door hna chahyee woo mairii is baat ko kabhii nai samjhta tha …… khair hum phir heek  ho gay agly din tum hi hoo gana gaya n mastyan kii bht sariii ab is se pehly btati hoon larai kiu hoi thi us nay mujh se sawal pucha tha tumhary andar mairy lia feelings hain mujhy bht tap charii thi n kha tha nai hain ma nay bht cut shot kar  btaya ha sab mai chahoon gii k koi hoo ma usy ye khanii btaoon kahair is k baad mai sauchnyy paa majboor hoo gai n mairay dil maa aya is doran ma nay us se koi baat nai kii 2 din baad msg kia tha kaisy hoo us ka reply aya theek hoon sis pehlii baar bus pehlii baar us ka istarahn ak dam sis kehna mujhy chubha n mujhy usa aya ma nay bola tumhary lia ma kia hoon lakin phirr rafa dafa kia or kha khud se k bhool jaoo bus n phir us k chand din baad ma un k ghar gai thii or phir theek hoo k wapis agai asai chalta raha us kii batain kuch aisi hotii thin k mai attract hoti chalii gaii ab us ka jany ka waqt kareeb agya ab wo pakistan se wapis na se wapis nai jana chahta tha us nay mujh see kha ma is ma kuch kar naii saktii thi n dil pa pathar rakh k kha isi ma tumharii behtarii ha saad chaly jaoo jaisy jaisy us k jany k din aray thyy wesy wesyy humarii laraian bhartii ja rahii thii wo mujhyy theek se jawab na daita tha najany kia hota tha n jab mlta too aisyy hota tha k tarp raha hoo us ki girl frnds se mai kabhii nai chrii magar ma chirny lag agi thii  ma tab bhi nai bolii hum jahan bhii sair karny gay har waqt sath rehty us ka mood off hna kabhi theek hna mujhyy bechan rakhta tha aaj tak us nay mujh se akhir ma jo batain chupana shuru kin wo naii btain btata too ma maadad kartii us kii usay ma janty huay bhi naii jan pae kabhii bhii us see ab door hii rehna tha usi kii khatir woo jis din jaraha tha us ki raat pehly ma nay saucha k ma us se woo sawal puchoon joo us nay mujh  se pucha ma nay jab pucha too us nay  mujh see kehna shuru kar dya tum btaoo pehy maira tha ye sawal isi behas ma rratt guzar gau n subha jany ka tym aya 1 bajy woo chala gya ….. ma uth k baithi or usi ka sauchnyy lagii k usy ab mujhy bhool jana chahye us kii nai zindagii shuru hoo gai v ha laikin wo hiii baat purany zamanyy ki tarhan too nai k saal  saal baad baat honii to bhulny ma koi masla nai hota tha facebook jo ha ab ma nay us ma us ka hal pucn an baat karnii phir ma nay usy us k sawal ka jawab bhii dya n kha k han shayad agai thii feelings mairy andar par ma jantii hoon tum mujh se chauty hoo n aisa kuch hoo nai sakta ma jis se shadi karoon gii us ko apny n tumharyy rishtyy ka zaroor btaoon gii takyy mujhy koi guilt na rahyy n shadii bhi usi se karoon gii jis ko ma har andaz se pasnd hoon gii … si k jawab ma us nay kha k mai is waqt tumha jawab nai day sakta ye woo mai nay kha kia tum mairyy sath relation rakhoo gay phir kya choor doo gay us nay kha nai ma khud confuse hoon amber try to understand me ma nay kha han I understand u or us waqt mairii kia halat thii wo nai samjha k mujhyy is baryy jawab nai chahyee tha mujhyy bus itna janan tha k woo mujhy galat keh day phir us nay asums ma doo gany lagay asums facebook group ha us ma or mujhy msg pa kha k in koo ja k daikhoo mai daikh chukii thi par kha han daikh loon gi or wo do gany thy main rang sharbtoon ka n main agar kahoon tum sa haseen …… is k baad joo ma nay wada kia hua tha k mai tum see baat nai karoon gii bus dost samjhtii hoon zaroort parhii kam aoon gii us pa dati hui thi magar aisi batain mujhy us kii tarf phir khnchtii thii n woo jantyy huay bhii anjanoon jaisa behave karta wady k mutabiq ma kbhi kbhi puch lia kartii orr woo khd naa puchta par gila phnkta k yaad agya ma tumha n ma kehtii han agay ye woo kafii diinnoonn baad hii ma us se baat kartii thi takyy ma bholi hii rahoon magr ab akhir ma jaoon betar rahy ga… ak din asums ma maida and saad kii appas ma koi jharap sii hui maida asums ka ak hisa ha n mairii phupho ki baitii bhii meri dusrii phupho kki beti. Ma nay us ma bola k us insan k sath baat hii na karoo jpo na samjhy wagaira wagaira us par us nay mujhy msg kia k tumha kia masla ha ma nay kha koi nai tumha kia lagta ha kehta mujhy pta hota to ma puchta khair ma nay kha k jisy apna mantii hoon usii koo dantti hoon agy tuma naii acha laga to sorry khar us nay kha k isy choroo hal wagaira pucha hamarii kafii lambii bat huii jis a ma nay kha I want u too kehta as in?? m nay bola as in kiya ?? kehta kuch nai Pakistan aoon ga tumha tumhary sary sawaloon k jawab mil jain gay. Kiya sawal kn see ye aj tak smjh nai aii wo ha,,,,,,,,,


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