That Boy You Know You Cant Live Without

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
i need to get this outso why not make it for everyone to see

Submitted: November 17, 2011

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Submitted: November 17, 2011

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Okay, so here it goes, wish me luck and cross your fingers.

I love this boy and i always have, it sounds a little immature 'cuz i was only in eighth grade when i met him. But age, it doesnt matter with love. Especially first love. Especially our first love. He has to be one of the best things that's ever happened in my life. He always knew what to say and when and always knew how to mad me laugh, he was the only one ive never thought poorly of no matter how much he hurt me or i hurt him. I dont see him much now and we have soo much history that people dont understand our relationship, and it's hard to make decisions when people are judging all around you. I feel like i've been making the wrong decisions by trying to let him go, when i should've beenembracing how perfect we are, we fight..aloott.. we do, but we can get past it i know we can. I just wish everyone else would understand that. Yeah, i get hurt and i cry alot, but i cry sooo easily and everyone knows that, and he makes me happy more times than not. But the thing is, i have issues, especially when it comes to trusting. So it's hard for me to be in a relationship with anyone and it's even harder when i care soooo much for him. I don;t wanna lose him so i go nuts at the littleist things, he's not perfect, but he's perfect for me. I'm not perfect, but iknow he thinks im perfect for him. So the fact that i'm not with him now is crazy and i dont know what to do. The other people in my life doesn't understand our bond so i dont know what to do and i'm going crazy. I wish he would understand how much i love him and want him but i'm not sure how to go about it. And i wish everyone else would understand how much i love him and how hes one of the only things in the world that can put a genuine smile across my face. I love you daniel robert gomes. I love you more than i think i could ever admit too.


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