Going Up, Backing Down

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
Ania is the typical school girl - good grades, has lots of good friends, gets caught up in all the drama. When she is the drama, everything changes. Why? Because the drama she's in - Is killing her.

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Going Up, Backing Down

Submitted: November 10, 2011

Ania is the typically school girl - good grades, has lots of good friends, gets caught up in all the drama. When she is the drama, everything changes. Why? Because the drama she's in - Is killing her. Read Chapter

Ania: Dying, Dying, Dead.

Submitted: November 10, 2011

Ania That day is sixth grade isn't just a memory. It haunted me, haunts me, and will haunt me till time ends. The moment I looked at ... Read Chapter

Ania: Love is Murder in Disguise

Submitted: November 10, 2011

Ania I hate love. Love kills. Love is disguise for murder. It's like a unicorn, it looks all pretty to you at first, so y... Read Chapter

Jack: What The Hell Is She Staring At?

Submitted: November 10, 2011

Jack She stares at me, like I'm the more gorgeous thing on the planet. She talks to me nonstop, like she's afraid that she won't ... Read Chapter

Savannah: People Drag Me Into Messes That Don't Include Me In Any Way, But I Still Get Involved Even If I Don't Want to Be

Submitted: November 10, 2011

Savannah People say I'd be a good counselor. You know the kind, the people at school that help you out with college and high school, ... Read Chapter

Jack: Problems That Come On Early In Life Never Freaking GO AWAY

Submitted: November 15, 2011

Jack I wish I could've just like skipped my younger years of life and moved on in the world. Because when you make mistakes when you'... Read Chapter

Ania: Don't Tell Me You Can't Tell Me Something

Submitted: November 16, 2011

Ania A lesson to all the guys out there - Never - never, never, never - EVER tell a girl that you know something about her, and then ... Read Chapter

Jack: Thanksgiving Is The Time When The Truths Come Out Whether You Like It Or Not

Submitted: November 16, 2011

Jack Even when the bell rang, signaling the end of the week on Friday, and when everyone ran out of their classrooms screaming with j... Read Chapter

Savannah: Poor Turkeys, They Probably Had A Crush Too

Submitted: November 16, 2011

Savannah I'm not a vegetarian. I love meat. I love fruit. I love most foods. But considering what's happened since this past Thanksgi... Read Chapter

Ania: Please Don't Kill Me, Because Then I'd Have To Kill You

Submitted: November 21, 2011

Ania How do I know that you're not in love with me too? I was thinking about that question all through Thanksgiving dinner, and I... Read Chapter

Savannah: Mira's Note That I Saw Not Because I'm A Snoop But Because Mira Doesn't Know How To Protect Her Private Notes

Submitted: November 26, 2011

Savannah Some people, I swear, justdo not know how to protect their private property. Take Mira, for example. You know how in sch... Read Chapter

Jack: Going Back To Old School With The Same Old Problems

Submitted: November 27, 2011

Jack Thanksgiving is always a fun time, I suppose. Yeah, whatever family comes down always sleeps on the couch, but when dinner comes... Read Chapter

Ania: Stuff Has Been Happening.... I DON'T LIKE THAT STUFF

Submitted: November 30, 2011

Ania   Thanksgiving Day came and went, as most people would say. Of course it will come around back again next year, and we'... Read Chapter

Savannah: I Tell Her To Do Something, She Tells Me Something, I Freak Out, She Freaks Out. It's How The System Works.

Submitted: November 30, 2011

Savannah   You parents may very well know what I'm talking about in the following paragraphs.  You tell someone ... Read Chapter

Ania: One Day I Will Die And Those Who Don't Have The Best Of Me Will Miss Me Most

Submitted: December 01, 2011

Ania One day I will leave this world because Jack or Mark killed me, and that's when the people who didn't have the best of me, the p... Read Chapter

Jack: I Am A Unknown Murderer To Myself

Submitted: December 07, 2011

Jack I can't help thinking about what Grappy had said about Ania. Was it true, that I was really killing her by making her love me? I... Read Chapter

Ania: My Counselor Returns With New Conversations

Submitted: December 07, 2011

Ania About a month and a half with liking both Jack and Mark through, I decided to yet again talk things over with Savannah on chat o... Read Chapter

Savannah: I Can Fix A Romance Problem But I Can't Wrap Presents... What's Wrong WIth Me?

Submitted: December 09, 2011

Savannah   I personally hate Christmas time.  Okay, okay, not really, I just hate the relative gift giving of it. I... Read Chapter

Jack: I Don't Know About You, But I Hate Mistletoe

Submitted: December 13, 2011

Jack Monday ThankGod it's Monday... I could wish it were Friday, but I think I'd rather wait the week out. After all, some of my ... Read Chapter

Ania: Tell Me Why I Can't Have You And I Just Might Deal With It

Submitted: December 17, 2011

Ania Tuesday Including the start of this terrifying day, there's only oh so many days till Friday - the dreaded day of whic... Read Chapter

Savannah: Tell Me You're Going To Be Nice To My Little Student, Now Won't You?

Submitted: December 17, 2011

Savannnah Wednesday Like I've previously said, people have told me that I would be a rather good counselour. This is because ... Read Chapter

Jack: Two Lessons: Avoiding People Doesn't Always Work, And Only Seven Lines Can Be Really Confusing

Submitted: December 18, 2011

Jack Wednesday, after school The party was just down right awkward. Mira was clingy. That's all I'm going to say. The entire part... Read Chapter

Ania: The Dreaded Day Has Come My Way

Submitted: December 20, 2011

Ania Friday I got up this morning feeling idiotic. Many of you guys could guess why, others, well, maybe you're just idiotic al... Read Chapter

Ania: Certain News Can Freak A Girl Out

Submitted: December 20, 2011

Ania I woke up and completely forgot about what I did yesterday. How? I haveno idea, but either way, I did. I forgot my phone when ... Read Chapter

Ania: So You Began To Kill Me, Shared Your Kill With Someone Else, and Now You're Fixing Me Back Up - That's Probably Misleading, Isn't It?

Submitted: December 22, 2011

Ania First, at the beginning, you tried to kill me. You nearly succeeded, killing me bit by bit. As I trudged on in my life with you ... Read Chapter

Jack: Who Did I Do It For?

Submitted: December 23, 2011

Jack I have no idea why I asked Ania to the Winter Formal. Yeah, okay, maybe I did like her and all, or maybe I felt guilty because a... Read Chapter

Savannah: Oh No, That's Okay, I'd Rather Stand Alone

Submitted: January 02, 2012

Savannah Tuesday afternoon Running around your property in the morning of what's going to be an extremely hot Tuesday afternoon t... Read Chapter

Ania: I'm There But I'm Not

Submitted: January 09, 2012

Ania Let's have a little run down on this story, shall we? I've given up on Mark, because now -now -I officiallyhave Jack. Jack has a... Read Chapter

Savannah: It's Honestly Amazing How Foolish A Girl Can Be, and How Annoying Math Can Be At The Same Time

Submitted: January 21, 2012

Savannah I was doing homework when I got the call from Ania. I thought that was rather strange, she knew she could always find me on ... Read Chapter

Jack: Twas Luck That Saved and Killed Me

Submitted: January 21, 2012

Jack I had been avoiding telling the news to Mira that I had asked Ania to Winter Formal ever since I had popped the question. What t... Read Chapter

Savannah: I Love Formal Events, Seriously - I Just Hate Planning It All Out

Submitted: January 26, 2012

Savannah (Note from author: let's start a little count down, shall we?) Thursday, January 19th A week ... Read Chapter

Jack: It'd Be Nice To Know The Future For Once

Submitted: February 17, 2012

Jack Tuesday, January 23 Four days till the Winter Formal  I rented my suit for the dance and tried it on today after scho... Read Chapter

Jack: Thoughts Before The Dance

Submitted: February 17, 2012

Jack Wednesday, January 24 Three days before the Winter Formal Thoughts before Winter Formal. These feelings, thoughts, sum up ... Read Chapter

Ania: Another Curveball Defeated

Submitted: February 28, 2012

Ania Thursday, January 25 The day before the Winter Formal My parents want to meet Jack before the dance. I suppose that should... Read Chapter

Savannah: Tonight Is The Night

Submitted: February 29, 2012

Savannah Friday, January 27 The Day of the Winter Formal The group had split up into two groups. Elyse, Amber, Julianne, and Na... Read Chapter

Ania: I Went To Find Him

Submitted: February 29, 2012

Ania 6:10 pm After freaking out with Faith about the awesomeness of the decor, I told her to tell Savannah that I was going to fi... Read Chapter

Jack: Crap I'm Not A Good Dance Date

Submitted: February 29, 2012

Jack 6:30 pm The dance was relitively fun. I hung out with Anian and her friends for about twenty minutes, then told Ania I was g... Read Chapter

Ania: I Called It, He Mislead Me

Submitted: February 29, 2012

Ania 7:20 pm I wanted to cry so badly by that time. Savannah and I were trying to get a good look at the DJ, so we had stood up o... Read Chapter

Savannah: If You Gave Her The Option Of Living With Her Mistake or Redoing It, I Think We All Know We'd Choose To Redo It

Submitted: April 07, 2012

Savannah 8:15 pm Ania was rather quiet the rest of the night, which I found a little odd. But I didn't want to talk about it in f... Read Chapter

Ania: It's Over

Submitted: April 20, 2012

Ania The three day weekend passed without any other activity. I didn't get the chance to talk to Jack the rest of the weekend. I saw ... Read Chapter

Ania: My First Heartbreak - One Done, __ More To Go!

Submitted: April 20, 2012

Ania Three months later Things haven't been going well, to be honest. Jack... is harder to get completely over than I thought. I ... Read Chapter

Jack: What Did I Do?

Submitted: April 20, 2012

Jack Ania's been avoiding me a lot lately. I can't blame her, I guess, since I know I probably did something wrong at the winter form... Read Chapter

Savannah: Getting Repetitive, But I'm Going To Kill That Boy

Submitted: April 20, 2012

Savannah Sometimes I wonder if she made the right choice, that being in love with Jack was the right choice, because it taught her th... Read Chapter

The Truth

Submitted: April 20, 2012

I hope you guys liked my first finishednovel on booksie.com. A few notes about the story, however: this entire story is true. Mo... Read Chapter