My love is lost

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Submitted: January 15, 2012

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My darling,

I forgot to tell you what it did to me when you left, because this time I knew it would be the last time I would get to say goodbye. The last I could say I love you yet I never said it. I never got to tell you how I felt and still feel, and this is my last attempt but even if you never get to read this I will still get to say I tried to express myself. The love I feel for you now and forever is my passion to live. The love we made the love we felt torn apart by a lifetime of pain and fear. Torn apart by jealousy, addiction, fear, pain, and deppresion. Our fate to love was torn apart by the one that strived on our passion and adreniline, and that was me. I took down not only our relationship, our love, but I also took down myself in more ways than one. I chose a needle over us, I chose to choose him instead of you. I hurt the one person who could never hurt me. And the second I lost you I knew i was making a mistake you are the only one for me. Everything I do makes me think of you. I cant even take a shower without bursting into tears picturing bieng with you.My hands are searching for you. My arms are outstretched towards you. I feel you on my fingertips. My tongue dances behind my lips for you. A passion burning deep in my soul. You are my Adam and I'am your Eve your my soulmate. This fire rising through my being Burning. I'm not used to seeing you. My hands float up above me And you whisper you love me. And I begin to fade Into our secret place. My husband you were I feel as if I have no purpose without you. Take my hand I give it to you Now you own me All I am You said you would never leave me I believe you. But it was me who left and now I have no way to get back. I'm sorry I betrayed you. I'm sorry I lied to you and manipulated you. I chose my drugs over my love. I chose a life of nothing over you. I relize my mistakes but that doesnt change them. I love you I hope all is well for oyu and you get the best in life beacause you deserve it and you have so much potential.

 Good bye my love,

Your baby girl
 


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