When we first met, I didn’t know you. I didn’t know your favourite colour nor, who you were. We started going out just to please our friends. But things changed as soon as everyone found out. My family were not happy with who I chose, or more like who I am….. all these years I was taught that these relationships were forbidden, that people looked down on them, no one liked them at all. When I asked why we shouldn’t be friends with these people. They just said “It’s WRONG” but what if things you did were wrong but felt right. At least to me anyway, you were there for me every time I needed you…. I didn’t know that I was changing, that my feeling changed about people I cared about. My family became distant as you were the centre of my world, you took me under your wing, and you told me if no one can love you for who you are than you should get rid of them all together. Besides I loved you so I did what you told me and told them I can’t live like this, like a mask that only has one emotion, calm mature disciplined look. But with you I got to take off my mask let my guard down and show my vulnerability to you.
I love you, I loved you but now I don’t. You told me to forget about my family, and it’s not right. I may be like this but at least I could share it with them……. They may have hated me for it. But at least they were disappointed enough to show that they actually cared about me…. They wanted me to bring home every one I loved so they could get the parents approval award. They loved me, for who I am it just took time that’s all.
And now I want to tell you something actually 6 things
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