its hard for me to tell you how i feel

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic

just ho i felt at the time
it is a bit random,
and ts a bit wack, but you will have to give me a break
i am still working on it

It is time for me to show you

Exactly how I feel

Its not easy for me

But I will get there eventually

 

Its hard sometimes you know

When life gets hard, and friends disappear

When everyone moves on

And I am the one that’s here

 

Stuck in this reality

Stuck where there is no hope

No happiness, no miracles

Where the only one here is me

 

Every turn I take, every path I follow

It hard for me to see

The good things in life and

That the answer was right in front of me

 

Your my life, your my heart

And every where I go

I will make you follow

From the start

 

For everything I have ever done

All the people that I have hurt

In any way shape or form

Today, yesterday, tomorrow and in the future

Hope will always be with you

 

Each day it gets harder to breathe

Because life is soo complicated

I don’t know which way to turn

Or which path to choose

 

I have no idea what life means anymore

I have no hope, no love for anyone

I wish there are places somewhere, anywhere

For me to escape

 

Pain, sadness, hope, envy,

 jealousy, love lost , Faith and death

I just don’t want to live

Not anymore

 

I am a sleepwalker

I walk to the places I want to go

The people I want to be

Anywhere else anyone else but me

 

Im scared im lost, im hurt

And I need you

But your gone

And I don’t know what to do

 

You used to be my anchor

You use to be my friend

But your gone

They have taken you away

 

To somewhere where I can never see you,

Never talk, touch, feel, hear, smell and taste.

To never understand, to never ever know

Where you are, who you are, who I am who is me

 

This is my life, the confused , the complicated

The pain and sorrow,

The sarcastic, and depressed

And I have no idea how to sum up how I feel

 

But thetime will come again

When you will need to come

And rescues me from myself,

From others, and from you.


Submitted: December 18, 2012

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musicalife365

did you write this about me?

Tue, January 1st, 2013 10:35am

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I got no fuckin idea lol
Hahahahaha

Tue, January 1st, 2013 1:57pm

Si Cotic

Beautiful! Just like you ^.^
i loved it!
Si
x

Mon, February 4th, 2013 3:19pm

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mmmm thanks hun...xx your my angel... but im not that beautiful, your the best out of both of us... lol thanks for the comment

Wed, February 6th, 2013 4:56pm

Matthew D. Hay (Tangible Word)

Awe I loved this poem :D Very relatable and brilliantly written :D

Thu, February 14th, 2013 8:55pm

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wow thanks it was sorta something i wrote i have no idea why i wrote it but it seemed like it should be out there
thanks again cx
jess

Thu, February 14th, 2013 2:36pm

AntonioWestley

It's hard losing someone you love especially when they were a big part of your life. This is truth that can either make us or break us. Good poem indeed -,-

Tue, February 19th, 2013 2:53am

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thanks i guess ... i wrote it straight from the heart cx

Tue, February 19th, 2013 4:10pm

Take the World by Fire

This poem is written like a beautiful song...I loved reading every line of it! You write with such passion through every word - great way to get your reader super emotionally involved (which I was haha). Great work!

Mon, March 4th, 2013 2:11pm

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wowowow i cant belive it was that beautiful.. lol XD
im super glad that you enjoyed it ....
and i didnt know i that i wrote with passion lol XD i kinda just write when i feel emotional weather sadd or angry or happy or whatever i feel
wow thanks again for your amaizing comment i tottalyy apreciate it

CX Jess CX

Mon, March 4th, 2013 2:41pm

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