My Angels Melancholy Smile

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To an old friend and love

Submitted: August 01, 2012

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You tell me 

your broken beyond

repair

yet I can make you 

smile

and laugh

and oh how I'm

in love with your 

beautiful laugh

you say your

screwed up

and that you dont 

deserve me 

as a friend

and I tell you

that 

your wrong

and it's 

the other way

around

and that

I love you

and not just

as friends

but you dont seem

to hear

or

you ignore it

because 

you dont believe

anyone

could love you

or

I dont mean it

or even

my love doesnt

matter enough

to stop the

endless bleeding

of your beautiful

heart

but you tell me

that you couldn't

be happy without

me

but with me

that's not very

happy

but it's so

hard

to love you

from so far away

an ocean away

because

I dont know if

it will always

be

like this

even when your here

but how could I

not fall in love

with your wounded

beautiful soul

dear friend, 

and you not for my

plain shabby one

but I wasnt there

when yours was hurt

I wish I was

how could I not

love your smile

for the melancholy

can only make an angels

smile all the sweeter

are my angel and

saving grace

even though I know your

faults I think they are

perfection

in themselfs

for I am the best scholar

in the magnificent and vital

you

more then you think

for I listen to

everything you say 

though you think my naive

for loving you so deeply

and caring so much for you

but you dont know how

much you mean to me

and I am no child 

but I can't hold on

forever

I could if I let myself

but I can't

because if this

doesnt change

when you get back

I wont let myself

love you if

I can only make you

half happy not wholy

and if you dont

feel the same

dear friend,

but i want so badly

it's hard to breath

sometimes

to be special to

you

to be the only one

you let in

for you to trust me

to be your

one

but I dont think

I am

and I am

so 

sorry

for me 

because

without a

doubt

you are

mine  


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