Table of Contents
Outta Control
All I heard was a commotion around me. I attempted to open my eyes but it
felt they were sewn shut. My mouth was too dry for me to even... Read Chapter
Lightning
Where the hell am I? was my first thought when I woke up. But that was easily put to the side
when I practically went blind from ... Read Chapter
Off to the Races
I'm off to the races, laces, leather on my waist is tight and I am fallin' down. I can see your face is shameless,
Cipriani's basement;... Read Chapter
Trouble
They say, ‘here comes the hurricane, trouble is her middle name.’ But I don't look for trouble, yet
trouble looks for me.
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Blurring the Lines
We never were right, don't waste your breath. You crashed and you're on your own tonight
"Arran you fucking idi... Read Chapter
Somethin' Bad
Got a real good feelin’ somethin’ bad about to happen
Greenwich, Conn.
October 2012
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Russian Roulette
And you can see my heart beating, you can see it through my chest. That I'm terrified, but I'm not leaving. I know that I must pass this ... Read Chapter
Savages
"Underneath it all, we're just savages. Hidden behind shirts, ties and marriages. How could we expect anything at all. We're just animals... Read Chapter
Gorilla
I bet you never, ever felt so good. I got your body trembling like it should. You'll never be the same, baby, once I'm done with you.
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Better Than That pt. 1
With an angel voice; Devil in disguise. Got a sour face like a poisoned fruit.
Waking up in the cold sheet of the bed I should ... Read Chapter
Better Than That pt. 2
I'm passing judgment on the way he always stuck his knife, in my back ever since we were starting out; Suspicious from the start, I alway... Read Chapter
Temporary Bliss
I can't keep sleeping in your bed, if you keep messing with my head. Before I slip under your
sheets, can you give me something, please... Read Chapter
The Unwinding Cable Car
Go your own way, even seasons have changed, just burn those new leaves over. So self-absorbed, you've seemed to ignore the pra... Read Chapter
Everything and Nothing Always Haunts Me
Hurts so bad, I don't know what you want from me. You know I'm trying, you know I'm trying. And now we're hanging on by a heartbeat. You ... Read Chapter
Hate Me
And with a sad heart, I say bye to you and wave; kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made. And like a baby boy, I ... Read Chapter
I've Been Careless With a Delicate Man
What I need, is a good defense; Cause I'm feelin' like a criminal. And I need to be redeemed, to the one I've sinned against. Because he'... Read Chapter
Foolish
Baby why you hurt me, leave me and desert me? Boy I gave you all my heart and all you do is tear it up. Looking out my window, knowing th... Read Chapter
Inconsolable
I wish that I could find the words to say, baby I would tell you every time you leave, I’m inconsolable. I don’t wanna be like this; ... Read Chapter
Miss Nothing/Bed of Lies
And I don’t know where I am, and I don’t know what I’m into. And I don’t know what I’ve done to me. And as I watch you disappea... Read Chapter
I'm A Ruin
I know that I can’t have it all, but without you I am afraid I’ll fall. I know I’m playing with your heart, and I could treat you b... Read Chapter