To All Those Sleeping

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To all those sleeping.....

Submitted: June 05, 2013

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To All Those Sleeping

 

 

So I thought, that tonight I would write something to everyone who had made me the monster I’ve become. It’s been awhile since I’ve done this, but I have to before I can breathe no more, before my body floats in a river.

 

Whether you’re friend who left me, or a Girl who never cared about me, or a family member who made me feel like crap, this is ALL for YOU. You have made a horrible being, wanting to kill at night, and hunt targets in the day. You make want to destroy everything you hold close, so you can feel what it’s like to die.

With every lie you tell is every cut on my worthless body. I am human too! And I need to be love, just like everyone else! You can say all the crap you want, I’m tired of your lies. You SAY that you can change, you say you love me. FUCK YOUR LYING FACE!

Love is a lie to me, cause nobody can show me what it really is! I am ready to fill a coffin, and who will tell the story of my life? Nobody, because I wasn’t anybody… Never will be.

She says “You’re the best brother in the world!” but then she makes me invisible! Stop lying to me, you know who you are!

She said “please dont do anything to hurt yourself austin, i really never meant to hurt you, you dont know how sorry i am” HAHA, yet you never talk to me, you’ve erased me from your life! That’s all you ever wanted! You.Did.Not.Care, or you wouldn’t have done what you did! You know who you are! You used to be the one person I could love, but you’re a LIAR! I see right through you! Your love is just your own disguise, to hide the pain behind your eyes!

She said “no austin it does, you matter i care about you still” HA! I don’t matter to you! You know it! I know it, I never mattered!” FOR GOD’S SAKE SPARE ME SOME PAIN AND BE HONEST!

And now here I sit, writing my hate, my fear, and my past. I will stay here forever… And for All those Sleeping, I hate you!


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