I'm Just a Sin

Reads: 512  | Likes: 0  | Shelves: 1  | Comments: 7

More Details
Status: Finished  |  Genre: True Confessions  |  House: Booksie Classic
"I hate my life, and everyone thinks I'm happy."

We all feel sad sometimes. But, only some us feel depression. We feel no need to go on, and I'm so aware of that. I suffer from triggers of depression, and I know people here who do, too. This is a poem that expresses how I feel, and also just to let other people know something;

You are not alone.

Submitted: August 03, 2015

A A A | A A A

Submitted: August 03, 2015

A A A

A A A


If the world would know,
Of how I feel,
I’d put on a show,
As if it were no big deal.

My smile is wide,
my laugh is from heart,
but my happiness is tried,
from where I would start.

They would all laugh,
they would all point with a sway.
They would think I’m some draft,
ready to be thrown away.

I’m their punch bag;
their choice of joke.
My fake smile makes them gag,
even though joy is really a choke.

If only they knew,
what darkness lurks within;
a dark of no new,
that would be the end of my kin.

So as I raise my knife,
to dip at my skin,
I mutter, “there was no life,”
I’m just an utter sin.

But I stop and think,
that there was no point in pain,
so I head to the sink,
to bring my head to drain.

It was a long day,
without any friends,
I did come a long way,
but I’ll see you around the bends.

My breath will falter,
as so does my hope,
I’ll head down the altar,
Surrounded by black coats.

There was no future for me,
I had no path,
I’m very, very sorry,
of who I really am.


© Copyright 2019 SGAuthor. All rights reserved.

Add Your Comments:

Comments

avatar

Author
Reply

avatar

Author
Reply

avatar

Author
Reply

avatar

Author
Reply

avatar

Author
Reply