A quiet place

I'd like to go to a place where no one has ever known.

In a state of mine where I could always call my own.

Where I can go anytime I choose and theres no such thing as time.

Where I can feel no pain.

And to hear the rain on my window pane.

Just calm and say what a beautiful place for me to find.

But you keep watching my every move.

And keep on track with everything I say.

Why won't you let me be.

But I asked myself, Why am I even here.

I wonder,you leave me wondering and thinking.

Why I don't know.

Now I keep having those tears in my eyes.

Have my arms around my knees.

But I didn't need to feel this way.

When I walked into that door.

Everyday is crying,screaming,slamming and lying.

But for now,I can't even remember

Who I am or who I was before.