The best friends necklace around my neck feels as if its 20lbs. It seems to heavy and i can't breath. My heart aches because of what i have been put through for the past 2 weeks.
You started being mean just this past week. I have done everything you said and helped you with whatever. And in return all i get is being pushed around and called names? How
is that fair? Maybe my heart is just a little too sensitive, you should know i have helped you when no one else would. You have tried and tested me. You have found that I will do
whatever you say. and now i'm wearing my heart on my sleave. I cry every night trying so hard to be a good friend and at the end of the day all i feel is like giving up. My brain wants
to move on but my heart says "no you can't leave her behind", "you love her". somehow my heart always wins just like you always win our battles. Everyone says your just one
person, yeah but your one person i care about. I said i would be here no matter what. thats why i can't move on because i don't break promises. I have put these walls up to see
who cares enough to break them down, and i thought you were the one to help me. just when i am beginning be put the wall down somone comes and hurts me then the wall
goes back up. It is like i can see the other side of the wall.Your still my best friend. i'm not going any where. you need me and i know you don't want to admit it. You said best friends
forever? tell me how long is your forever?
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