Slipping

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Non-Fiction  |  House: Booksie Classic
I just had to get it out. To be clear, there are 2 different guys (stanza 4 and 6 are male #1, and 5 is #2) this was written about half a week after my first kiss (#1) and #2 the next day. Needless to say, the whole thing left me dizzy, like I was drowning. Just remembering can make it hard to breathe.

Submitted: November 23, 2015

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I feel myself

Slipping

Again

Over the verge
 
An abyss
 
Without end
 
To falling
 
 
 
Dark
 
Confused
 
Lost
 
But painless
 
And free
 
Flying downward 
 
At full speed
 
 
 
 
 
"Help!"
 
I want to call
 
But why?
 
And who could I trust
 
With such dark secrets?
 
 
 
 
To keep going?
 
Meh. 
 
To stop it?
 
Not really.
 
Wait it out?
 
My heart might break
 
....But it's already been broken
 
 
 
 
 
 
What's next?
 
Nm.
 
Idk.
 
He doesn't give a fuck
 
Cuz all he wants is fuck
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Who is he?
 
I fear I'll never know
 
Maybe he'll die
 
Maybe I'll die and it won't matter anymore
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
I felt like stone beneath him
 
His hand in my pants...
 
Just empty
 
I don't care
 
It means nothing
 
He doesn't love me, 
 
I can tell
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
It's all a game
 
And I'm gonna lose eventually
 
So why care? 
 
I don't
 
But I do, too


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