No, this will not happen Again

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
A Struggle to keep clear thoughts...

Submitted: July 18, 2008

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No, I scream with desperation

I will not let you do this to me again

No, I YELL

I will not fall for your games

No, I shout

I will not fall for your purposely misuse of words

I will not let myself believe you mean what you say

Yes, I sigh, I will keep a clear head

I will realize what you are saying is the opposite of how you feel

You think you have lost me

And you should, YOU HAVE~!!!~

I will not let you use me as a sorry piece

I will not let you reel me back in with the games that you play

The emotions I have

The feelings I once felt

GOD, You piss me off

I fucking hate this,

I hate how you have such control over me

How can I be so weak,

Why on earth would I even think

That there is something still there on your part

I know there is not

I know I am not stupid

Why do you insist to keep on playing

Why do I insist to let my stupidity get ahold of me

A clear head, this is what I need

NO~!~ I will not let you do this to me

No~!~  I will not think of you as anymore then you are

A player trying to win

You have so many other people you can use

Why continue to try and use me

You draw people near you

NO~!~ You will not do this to me

No~!~ I will not let you get to me

Go play with them

Look at them look at how desperate they are

Waiting for you to touch them

They squeal under your look

They squirm with every word

Yes, go play with them

They are good,

They are stupid

They will let you get the best of them

But unlike me they will walk away after the first time

No, no one will ever be as faithful as me

No, no one will ever be there for you like me

No, No one will let you do this for long

Yes, they would have walked away long ago

Hell, I wish I would,

Hell, I wish I could,

I may still be here

But babe, I am not part of your game

I am no longer on the board,

I have taken myself out

NO, YOU WILL NOT DO THIS TO ME

NO, I WILL NOT FALL AGAIN

NO, I will take a deep breath and remind myself

What a wonderful person I am

How much better I am

How stupid I am not.

Yes, you will not do this to me again


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