what i lost

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Memoir  |  House: Booksie Classic
this poem is a piece of memoir dedicated to my late grandmother and it shows the emotions built inside me after i lose her,each line is a question i ask myself as i get entangled more and more in her loss.

Submitted: March 21, 2012

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What I Lost ?

 

All  this time round i wondered ?

Why now i feel so mistreated more than ever ?

Why now i feel the nights sleepless more than ever ?

Do these have a reason rational enough ? I wonder.

I close my eyes and try to peek within.

I see the despair , i know my heart aches.

Sure i do know that reason,

I know what i lost ? You.

 

  All this while,days in and days out i wondered ?

Why now in the crowd i feel so lone ?

Why now in love i feel so empty ?

Does it have reason rational enough ? I wonder.

I close my eyes and try to peek within.

I see the anger , i know my heart shrieks.

  Sure i do know the reason ,  

I know what i lost ? You .

  All these months pass by to years and still i wondered ?

Why now i feel so dull when i wear the rainbow ?

 Why now i feel so silent when i laugh the laughter ?

 These happened for a reason rational enough.

 I close my eyes and try to reach within.

 I see the great loss in my soul , i know it fears , knowing that my heart shall further break ,

 And i know because still my heart aches .

Sure to realise that your possesion cannot regain ,

 You will sleep and cannot be awaken .

Sure to know what i lost can't be forsaken ,

Because  what i lost is  " You " .

 


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