Vampire or Freak? Chapter One

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Other  |  House: Booksie Classic
Partly a story of my life. Or perhaps just about my life.

Submitted: September 28, 2010

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Chapter one.

I'm writing this with my cat, Cap'n Jack, laying on my lap. I feel his rumbling purr agaisnt my leg. When I look into his one eye, I can feel the primal enery coarsing through his veins. I know he is tame, but he still has the cravings to kill and stalk. I'm actually pretty new at the whole writing thing, so I am lost in all of this, but yet, concentrated. I'm not poetic, and I'm not artful, but I do try to be. My life is simple, I only try to think about the things I have, but every now and then my mind slips, and I think about the things I wish I had or lost a long time ago. I never wish for material possesions, I wish for dreams and that my hearts beats in a normal pace for once. I wish for thoughts and philosophies, music and peace, love and hope. Sometimes, even, I would wish for death. I can never sleep, and if I do fall asleep, it's not till the very early hours in the morning. Some see it as a problem, I see it as an every day ocurrance. I have a problem with seeing what is real and what is fantasy. Sometimes I get so lost in a book, I end up in the place the story takes place, and it's hard for me to wake up again.

I'm not a social person, so I hope that writing a story about myself will help me communicate with others about how I feel in a better way, better than I normally communicate is. I feel like there's something missing, or something not right with me. Nobody believes me when I tell them, or they think it's a phase. I honestly think it's really not. I have a hard time communicating, paying attention unless I'm reading a book, I have troubles with talking to myself, problems with hyperactivity, and every now and then, problems with suicidal tendancies. Oh, and problems with my self-esteem.

This is not a cry for help, this is a true statement.


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