If I Can't Have You (For PoeticMe143's Contest)

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
I'm in love, true, unreal love. My love is the most beautiful, kind, inspirationally talented, and funny girl you can imagine. But what if everything changes when I tell her my secret?

Submitted: February 17, 2015

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\"Erm...Good enough.\" I whispered to my own reflection nervously. I was meeting with my girlfriend, Ashlyyn that night. I had dressed up nice, not just because, but for the reason of making a good impression. I was going to confess something huge to her, and could only hope she still loved me the same. I tugged slightly on my expensive dark blue suit, and ran my fingers through my combed pitch black hair. \"Hopefully I look alright...\" I thought idly before getting in my car and speeding to Ash's small house. I knocked a solid three times on her wooden door, and held my breath, terrified of her reaction. \"Oh, hey Caleb!\" Ash greeted excitedly after opening the door. She hugged me tightly, but quickly beckoned me inside and out of the one digit weather.

We sat on her chocolate brown leather couch and she smiled at me adorably. \"Why so fancy then?\" she asked. I felt like my heart was about to break out of my chest. \"I-I have something to tell you. A c-confession...\" I started, barely able to speak. Ash looked at me concerned as I spoke. \"Ash, I'm...I'm bi. But I only love you, and would never dream of loving anyone else! Promise!\" my voice cracked. Ash's eyes widened. Only to be replaced with a furious look, and one of disgust. \"Caleb! Don't you know how sick you are! I can't date you if that's who you are!\" She rose to a yell. \"Ash...I will only love you for the rest of my life...\" tears glistened in my eyes. Ash shook with rage. \"No, I refuse to date someone like you! Get out!\"

That night, I tightened a rope around my neck. If I didn't have Ash, I didn't want life, and no one could stop me. Not that they would. Though, if I had waited mere moments, I would have seen Ash burst open my door. Would have seen the way she cried, screaming \"No! No, please no, you can't! Caleb!\" Would have known she was pregnant. Would have gotten to see my own child with the woman I loved.


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