If love is not enough
Then what is?
If I can not give,
My all then,
To what use am I?
I do not know
What is best for me
When it comes to you
I do not know if
I should stay or leave
What is this burning in my chest?
Why does it happen
When you mention him?
I am not attracted to you
I do not get butterflies
At the sight of your face
So why do I feel this way?
Maybe I am in denial
About wanting you
In more than a friend way
Oh this heart of mine is
Soo confused and my head
Is spinning round and round
I do not know what to do
If I sleep...
I sleep just to dream
Dreams, that I do not want,
Of your face, of your voice in a crowded room,
Of the person I used to know
And in my dreams I am,
For who or what
I do not know
But maybe I am searching for you
But I do not know
I just do not know
So you say, you think
I have bottled up feelings for you
Well I like to disagree
But then again maybe...
I am a liar
See I wrote this poem for you
I am just trying to explain myself
But this is one you will never read
It is safe here on my computer
If only I could stop these thoughts
If only I did not love you
Maybe then I could have peace of mind
I know, you are no good for me
And you will not change
But my heart argues with my head
Saying "You do not know them like I do!"
My head comes in with a reality check
And I start to feel the burn again
You say you know he will go back
To how he was before after it all
So why are you wasting your time
You say that you stayed with him
Because it was all a misunderstanding
And because you care about him
Well sometimes caring is not enough
I care about you
But it is and never was
My heart tells me to give you a chance
My head tells me no
I can not say,
Why not try again at friendship
When I know you will never change
I will be thrown aside again
When you are intrigued by him
Or someone new
I may care for you
But it is and was
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