Our mess.

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic

Love can go in many different directions. Mine sure did. But man I love him.

It wasn't the same as my past relationships. His touch, smile, the way he would look at me drove me crazy. He was different, emotional, tough. His eyes were seamlessly sensitive and his smile so goofy yet cute. His body…Was amazing. Quiet intriguing to look at. The way his muscles flexed,  watching him move his arms as if it were effortless. He was the one. Some may say "love at first sight' doesn't exist. It could be true for some people but when I saw him, I knew he was the one I wanted.

 

We started talking summer of 2014 through text message and from an introduction of a friend. We finally ended up meeting each other and smoked a joint. Probably a bad way to start things but not for me. We continued talking until we were best friends. We talked all the time and about everything. Even the way a girls menstrual cycle works at like 4am on the phone. I had to admit I developed a crush on him. I attended his football practices and seeing him on the field made me drool. His tanned skin in his football uniform had me go insane. Only thing was that I couldn't tell him I liked him because I didn’t know if he'd like me back. So I kept that part a secret. Instead I would make him jealous and talk about other guys to him. But that totally didn't work. He eventually ended up dating my sister. He asked people if I liked him and then asked me but I'd deny it in fear of embarrassment.

 

I was somewhat experimenting with weed and trying to find the meaning of it. I just wanted to know why everyone did and then I realized how it just puts yourself in a different state of mind, one where you don't even need to worry about anything. The one day me, the boy and my sister went down to the park and he brought his bong. I toke a toke and it was bad. A huge hit. I felt like I was going to die! My sister ran home in fiery after seeing what I was going through. I asked the boy for help and he helped me home. I went to the fridge to eat some bread because I like bread. Then to my room where Josh came in to help me lay down until I was asleep. There he was, right beside me and here I was stoned out of my mind. I touched his hands and glanced in his eyes and wondered what it would feel like if we kissed. All of a sudden I have fallen asleep and soon after was woken up by sister who questioned the boy why he was still with me. Omg he'd fallen asleep with me. In my head I was laughing my ass off. My sister is an attention seeking brat who has to have everything and she never loved Josh the way I did. She was wheeling him so I couldn't have him. The point is that it made me really happy to see the look on her face.

 

Weeks later the stupid gardener at my grandmas discovered the boy's bag. Gave it to my dad who found the bong and the baggie of where the weed once was. I've never seen him so angry. He asked about the boy and where he lived. Drove me to the police station the report the incident and told the officer to make sure the boy never sees me again.

I wasn't going to let that happen so we messaged each other over text plus and we both confessed our feeling for each other. At the time my sister and him were just wheeling and it wasn't till after he dated her. They dated for 2 weeks and she couldn't be with him because he was planning on switching schools. So he broke up with her. We were still talking of course because we were best friends. Just like that we were wheeling and then dating. November 20, 2014 right after his birthday he decided he wanted to be with me. We were cuddling in my bad when he asked me out. That night we kissed. It was everything I ever wanted.

 

Here we are July 8th and we've been dating for 8 months. I knew I loved him. I know this seems like one big mess but it's ours. Not to mention that he told me while he was dating my sister, he rather have been with me. He thought about me all the time just the way I'd think about him. I never thought I could meet someone and be so close with them. My longest relationship was 2 months and this one definitely beats them all. I hope to spend the rest of my life with him.

~I Love You To Infinity And Beyond~


Submitted: July 09, 2015

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