My First Broken-Heart

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Other  |  House: Booksie Classic
not a good story... just one that is real...

Submitted: July 05, 2011

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I got hurt today by the one I love. I know I'm always writing about love the good and bad side about it but I never knew how it felt to actually be hurt by the person you thought was going to be with you in life no matter what. He made my heart beat at extreme speeds that I loved it so much, we talked to each other like best friends, but every long conversation we had was laced with perfect "I love you"s. I never felt this before with anyone, I thought I found the one that I could finally be myself with. But those were hopes and dreams that were cut short by him of course. By now, you're probably going "Yeah, yeah, he hurt you and you cried like a little girl, tell me something I don't know" but, it is new, for me at least, because I was the one feeling it, not you. I could only hope you would understand how my heart shattered when he told me he was done with me. The way he played my heart and threw it to the side like a cat who plays with his prey before killing them and looking for the next.

When he tells someone he is done he won't talk to them ever again. On the day I was missing him the most, he told me he was done with me. I couldn't breathe. My lungs gave up on me and my heart slowed to stop but my brain just flooded me with questions and emotions. "Why?" "Why now?" "Why did he do it out of the blue?" "Was it my fault?" "Does he not love me anymore?" My heart screamed and flooded my body with emotions that just made me want to cry, yell, run away, and hate everyone. I reacted by crying. The world reacted by turning its back on me. I felt like the loneliest girl ever, I never thought that anyone could feel so isolated and surrounded by cold ice in the middle of summer when you have your family there for you.

Now I knew why girls cried when they got dumped by their boyfriend. They cried, because it hurt to be lied to, to be told the three words that they yearned for as long as they could remember but to have it not mean anything to them. They knew that it would always hurt in the end, they were prepared, but they were always blindsided when it happened to them. Every word he said about me, I hung on to and burned in my heart to remember, "I feel awesome" he said, "You bore me." Tears slowly fell from my cheeks while I layed in my bed. His heart was cold, embedded in a thick layer of cold dry ice, he amazed me. His first side was kind and seemed to care about you while his other was nasty and twisted and he accepted that. He accepted being thought of as the Devil that everyone would run away from because that was who he was.


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