walkin alone in my mid

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Other  |  House: Booksie Classic
Just rammbling thoughts late one night

Submitted: February 24, 2012

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So here I sit late at night again unable to sleep but this time the reasons are different. My mind would not allow me that luxury and now it is work that does not allow. I amfor certain that bothmind and body are ready to sleep but one never seems to agree with the other. I do not know for sure how long before both shut down again. I only know that time is agianst me for it seems the victor and I the loser. I sit tring to write and make it understandable, but I feel I'm losing that battle as well. Single thoughts getting harder by the minute, is itdue to the lack of sleep or is it mind refuseing to allow. This I do not know anymore, only that my eyelids begin to droop and body become wearier I will try to stay awake for it is the job now but only for a few more hours. I am alone walking alone in my mind, stumbling, tring to find the light in the pitch black room.Always searching knowing there is a switch to turn on this damn light yet the more I search the harder it is to find. Sometimes I can seea hint of light in the darkness but only for a second or was it really there in the first place. Yes there has to be a light for I am not ready to succumb to the darkness for many things to do. So for now I will walk alone in the darkness of my mind but for I know that I'm truly not alone in the darkness.I may not hear someone or see someone or speakto someone but I'm sure of one thing I will never be alone in the dark and if so but only briefly until someone can guide the way to the light. Once inthe lighti will be able to slumber again andthe burdens of mind and body will lose their hold and I will be once again be whole bothof mind and body. It may take time but until that time comes I will cotinueto fight agianst times darkness for one day I will reach the light.


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