Humari Adhoori kahani..../

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Love is pure,divine , immortal......
Story of two lovers... who waits for each other in every stage of life
till death...

Its my story and I don't know how to write,

Never thought it would be so difficult to describe my life...

A simple girl living with simple trends,

With Love nothing more than family and friends...

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Submitted: April 25, 2012

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Submitted: April 25, 2012

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My Love For Him our love story"

Let me go Seven yrs back,

And unfold the memories assembled in racks...

First time I saw him, I heard him his voice I felt something nice,
"Kal ho na ho"

Our first handshake was a delightful flight...

Didn't bother to know the reason behind...

Soon i realized a pair of eyes
looking at me from a distant site,

And i didn't know it was Love at first site...

Everything was strange,

We kept looking at each other with an amazing gaze...

With in a year we became the best of friends,

One day got to know that a girl who was my frend liked him,
I wasn't sad As i didn't know i was in love from the very first glance...

I had to help him because i was a friend,,

Just a mere crush was taken as Love...

We alway had a fight over the issue.... Usually I always use to
fight.... After few days....
With the exchange of numbers of our parents we began to chat

Both had no cell phones still the treasure was infinite...

No long long talks, no whole day messaging,

Just a couple of missed calls ohh !! N late nyt Sms what a delight...
?The loneliness of my life had flew away with the entry of first and

only guy, my first best friend....

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Then comes my birthday....first n last birthday we met :(

Oh that evening we together holding hands sharing our drinks...

And at the night i first felt his vibes,
My best friend was happy and we were a couple the very next day... :)

"Love and friendship it was an amazing bond"

Walking miles together, long long talks , waiting for hours to see

each other from far off ends…

But I could no longer be happy with a tragic news,

I got engaged forcefully which shook us badly

I couldn't cry, I couldn't talk

coz I was a in front of all…

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But our prayers made it fall,

I Cried holding his hand very tight,

Those were the words he said at that time

"I wont let u go Jaan, Please don’t leave me”… :’(

Tears rolled down from both our eyes,

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But I was there for him all the time…

We fraught through the worse,

And once again Love was in the air ignoring evry thot of marriage and
enjoyed each n evry moment

Then after few months the day came,
He took me to his place...
But
Tym was bad parents didn't agreed.....
I had to go....

Can’t express what was happening to us both,

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Oh My God !! it was scary to let him go…

We both cried a lott.....

But letting me go and it was too hard…

Love has no limits and he proved that true,

He loved me more and I loved him too…
He said everyone that he wud love only me
And my relativs,inlaws knew how hard I cried…

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I missed him a lot,

But what kept me strong was that he missed me too…

I was married, broken....that night it rained so hard as if even the
sky was crying... May b they were not able to bear the seperation...
because my Love was at an awkward stage…

Life got worse when I stopped texting him......
Now there was no reply, no phone calls,

No messages and no missed calls…

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My life was sinking,

And I had no idea how to keep myself waking…
Infact each n evry moment I was dying....

I couldn't see him, I couldn’t hear his voice for years that passed...

And loneliness stood at my part…

After two years, got a news he still loves me...

I Didn't believed...but felt alive once again, once again had that
vibes in my whole body numb

I text him... He texed me! And it started again...
All gods wish...

May be our punishments were over n our prayers were working

Then I came to know about his engagement,

My hopes of him coming to me began to shake…


Somehow we managed to meet twice a year,

Which was very less as compared to the previous years when we were together… :’(

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I Love him so much I don’t know why,

But couldn't let him go every time I had to say bye…

Why can’t I be with him? I always used to wonder,

But couldn't ask him and make him sad causing a blunder…

Because it was pure pure love…


We lived in dreams for those amazing days…

But all of a sudden his wife got to know about us,

And our dreams shattered…

She behaved bit rudely, but was right on her part... May be wrong from inside...

My love and Me....
They still fight with there spouses, we don't have a good moving life
Because we really loved each other and never expected such things…

The tragedy of my life is,

My guy is expecting Me from someone else…
N
Me expecting him..... So we aren't happy at all

But for a tym been we had to stop this all this
Due to those reasons.....

I was completly broken once again
And my Love was unhappy…

He stood by my side,
And still made me smile…


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I never pressurized him to talk wid me,
Because I knew he loved me too…

Again we were together again after some time,

Hoping for a happy ending….

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But slowly slowly things were changing,

I was changing and I didn't realize,

Because I was so much into him that
I couldn't note I was the reasons behind his unsuccesful married life…

I didn't know this and I never realized…

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We were so happy with our Love,

Then why did this happen to me and him…?

I kept loving him and he loved me too,

And I was crying searching for my mistakes… :’(

I couldn't see him that way,

So asked him to forget what happened and smile again…

I didn't know he wanted to forget her not me,

But he never accepted the truth that
I had already lost him to her… :’(

Hard to believe even today,

But I Love him more as each day passes away…

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We tried everything but no results at all,

We wer left alone, we lost our Love, once again

But with our memories, messages.......

that I have written in my diaries and with his pics I made my new life…

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I remembered those words that he once said-

“ I can’t see you jaaan ther, please trust me we will surely be together”,

I tried the same, I told him-

“ I cannot live without U jana, Plz take me away plz"

And tried so many things to be with him…

I called him from different numbers to hear his hello,

Made different accounts to still stay in touch…

Nothing worked out as his wife came to know everything,

And with in a year we lived every horrible thing…

I was shattered telling him we won't be together anymore
But I couldn't show my emptiness inside,


I felt like a fool but I had to do it,
And I was back to my world with a severe heart break…

I never knew I could be this strong to make some girl love my life,
But Love is amazing though it hits you hard but you can’t hate the
ones in his life, n she was a part of his life


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One day I got a called him when I was at the lowest,

I was crying, apologizing and

He was smiling and making me feel my best…

God made us in front of one another once again

I didn't know how to react,

Whether to be happy or to to be sad…

As I have lost my everything for it…

I can’t go back to him due to family pressures

And can’t come to me because........., :-(
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Sometimes it is so difficult to understand the reality…

I have saved my number by his name,
And I talk to myself on his name…

Whenever I want to see him I just look into the mirror,
Because he once said my eyes are his mirror…

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I hug my pillow And sleep at night,
I don’t know what to do, I don’t know what to say,

Just waiting for him and will wait till my last day…
Wanna die in his arms

Because I Love him and he Loved me too,

Because hez my life and I’m his life too…

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Because I can’t see him regret all alone…

Because I promised him I will stay by his side…

Because Love is eternal, it can’t be defined…

Love is not about loving someone till they love You,or till they are urs.....

Its about Loving without limitation,

expectation and Without any condition…

I Love You Jaan and I will there for you till the end,

Missing you more than anyone else… :’(

The End -- ? --

Actually true love stories never end they don't have an ending...
Oh my beloved!! please come back !
Come back bcuz I need you..
the day we have been saperated,
was the day when rain has started...hope you still remember that rain!!
Looking at our pain the sky was crying too..
As if this seperation wasn unbearable for nature too...
you will never know how much i miss you..but I can feel your
heartbeats everytym! Each breath of mine comes with the sense of ur
existence.....
That romantic ambience that I used to feel in your arms...I use to
feel so secure.. As if nothing could happen me till iam there..
I miss our small fight, long talks and all that romance..every bit ,
every second of our love...
I don't know the reason why we saperated,
I deserved to speak atleast once before all it happend! I feel sorry
all the time for leaving u, but I can smell you each and everytime..
I pray each day to god..to give me back to me i need you so much,
i miss those days i miss that touch.
please come back !!!!




:( :( :(
Miss him damn too much..


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