Wondering if I kid

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic

just another poem questioning love and people more of a hybrid really. I had confidence issues and had a problem with rejection seeing as how I managed to get turned down by 17 different girls right in a row. That little path led to me not having a single girlfriend throughout high school.

There are days that go by that make me wonder

If my life is truly gone asunder

If I truly am good enough for someone

If I can really be someone’s one.


I look at people and wonder if they want me

Only to think that they would never see me

Only asking if I could be hers

Only wondering if I am the one she prefers.


I wonder if I can actually be good enough

I wonder if she is waiting for me to bluff

I hope she comes around to me and sees I care

I hope she cares about me the same as I care.


I beat myself up over what has happened

I try to tell myself that it would have happened

No matter what I said or did

Wondering if myself I kid.

Submitted: December 22, 2014

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