Glimpses of Paradise

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All - This is called - Glimpses of Paradise by Sonya M. Reyes - Note: As I wrote this, I left a lot of details out for the moment and for the final purpose of this bio.


Paradise:

First, I want to began by saying, I don't claim to "be a daughter" of the most high, like others do. I am simply a servant to the bare bone. I have not made it to "Paradise," yet, because I have not earned it. I spent my life dedicated to God for the most part (I will explain, otherwise later) to the absolute point that I walked a complete straight line, I personally chose the narrow road, known as the road less traveled. I am proclaiming full dedication to Christ and I made it to "Paradise," only through a _____ (I will explain later) for that reason alone - straight path, faith in action, practice forgiveness - I am talking following the 10 commandments to the fullest extent. Even then, you nor I are still prepared for the true divinity that awaits you.
Let's say you die, lived a divine I mean divine life. When St. Peter opens the gates to Heaven/Paradise and before you take your very first step, you are extremely confident - drawn in by the "Angelic music ," the lights are absolutely illuminating (imagine the most beautiful sunset you ever seen? Are you imagining it, well it doesn't even come close, they are a combination of a bright light with golden rays. (Perhaps, a combination of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit.) or even just the Holy Spirit - they are all one. The "rays" are manageable for the eyes to see, it's kind of like being in the spirit multiplied by light years of untold memories that await and the Glory, the Glory of God's radiance and somethings I can't quite reveal (due to copyright issues) & (For good reason)

People who encounter heaven:
Let's say you lived a modest life, attended church regularly and so on, you still might not make it to Paradise.
(But, if you earned it and I mean really earned it and (I won't reveal now, but in due time, some pieces are listed below) and walk in and see "Paradise," for the very first time and given a robe and a crown and told welcome ______ This is all yours and then you suddenly feel the purity, I mean unlike anyone has ever experienced - innocence yes, but not like you imagine. It's like pure clarity, multiplied by magnitudes of beauty beyond the depths of your imagination. (Leaving out what Paradise looks like.) You instantly come to the realization that you don't deserve it, you want to stay so badly but you know in your heart - the true meaning of - "The way, The Truth and the life." and every single scripture you have ever read and/or Homily/Services. Since, you gave your life to God you feel you don't deserve it and I won't say you feel convicted because those are of the flesh and you don't feel that in Paradise. Then, you will come to the true divine realization that you need to do more, you have to do more, God deserves more, God deserves more, God deserves more and you catch a re-glimpse of the life you once lived. (I don't deserve this, than you view it from a completely different perspective. From, the outside looking in at you. Than it hits you like a bolt of lightning. You will take a second glance around at the single most beautiful, I'm talking beautiful - "Paradise," you have ever seen in your minuscule existence. Then, you look up at suddenly notice who is standing in front of you and you will step back, get on your knees and plead to God to send you back to earth to finish what you should have done in the first place, in order to not only experience the real divinity but to EARN your place in Paradise. It is that immaculate, holy and divine. You will recall moments in your life - remember, that person walking to church and driving right past them or the poor guy in the alley who needed a helping hand for food or water. Bottom line: you come to the realization that it was NEVER about what you DID do but what you DIDN'T do. I could give several examples, but I'm writing a bio on this and just wanted to share a glimpse of "Paradise."

Again, it's not about what you do, it's about what you don't do. I love seeing pictures on FB regarding Christ, Heaven, Angels, etc. However, posting a picture isn't going to get you to heaven, it intel's much, much more - This subject is touchy for me, although, I do follow several people that I personally like their posts and they are dedicated - I mean 100% spot on - every day to there posts and that's admirable to me. (We all have different missions, utilize them) You can see "God," on there face as clear as a sunny day. So yes, I pick and choose what I see is true in my eyes. I am not dismissing anyone, I am only conveying a point. After all, I will have to hold myself accountable on Judgement day, I have been prepping for years and it's still not enough.
I have "walked through the Valley of the Shadow of Death," and it was the hardest struggle of my life. I would sob, I asked Lord I have been completely loyal to you, why did this happen? And, we are to never question God. (No if's and's, it's or buts.) I pleaded with him day in and day out, I would say - I can't feel the wind on my skin anymore, that hurt the most. I never stopped praying for healing. Through it all, no matter what - I meditate a lot as well as genuflect, I lost my spiritual gifts, I lost a lot of money from someone who took advantage of my situation and I was weak and I grew angry with this person and held a grudge with them. I lost a lot. I practice forgiveness and forgiveness is key but I couldn't forgive him for a very long time. I did however forgive him for other stuff, but I believe "lack of forgiveness" kept me ill among other things. I fell flat on my face. I knew better but the illness was a huge distraction and a blur.

After 4 years, I was miraculously healed. (I feel that will fall into place, on my next mission.) I see that now, I would willingly do all over for God again. I thank God everyday and you know how you see posts on FB about people saying - Did you thank God for waking up this morning, I love those. Although, I never saw it like that. After, I would meditate, I would plead and plead to God to keep me alive for another day. I would thank him for my day, and pray one more day of it is your will. I need to finish my mission first. That's how bad I want to go to Paradise, I can go on about that but it's a beautiful thing in the Grand Scheme of Things..

Keep posting Catholic/Christianity posts, I love it, it brings "peace" just understand what you are really doing so you can pursue your mission. Perhaps, a story above it. I love to see Prayer requests and praise reports too - because I know firsthand with & through God all things are possible.

Also, I do not claim to be a "Holy Roller nor a Bible Thumper..." Unless God provides guidance, a person who is open-minded and willing to talk about God or simply - "Divine Intervention."

I serve God in secret, too many things are circulating in my life and I pray for a path and direction. I even propose them to God at times - the next thing you know, the script is flipped. Which, I clearly understand why, only you my friends don't due to my next mission. Then, I pray for complete understanding. This also applies to when we fast, we aren't supposed to share it with the world. It's called a sacrifice and it's intended to be kept that way - if you want to go to "Paradise," start making more sacrifices.

You don't always have to be silent on religion. I am however a little more on the reserved side. I once made many declarations for Christ and I was made fun of, called Mother Theresa on multiple occasions (in fact - from some of the same people who post pictures of Christ on FB) Oh, the irony, but that didn't stop me, it made me stronger and rapidly closer to God & Christ. (For it is written) I do have my favorite Catholic/Christian sites and reach out to people that way, those who are genuinely ready to hear the Gospel or a Scripture or even Guidance.
I have accomplished an array of so many unbelievably different things. You would never believe me, but that's neither here nor there. I attribute it all to God and I am eternally grateful. Point being, all things can be done through Christ. Was it for the money? Absolutely not, it was for the treasure behind the money, the education and the sharing I was able to do. People who have money aren't bad people, they are successful and even if they would proclaim - I am rich, I am rich with the world, we don't know what happens behind close doors. They may be rich in the spirit. Lastly, please don't judge others - if you don't want to be judged. As for those who don't have money, they need the help and resources - yet we have a "President Elect" attempting to change life as we know it. That part of my next mission, but I need to understand some correlations first. I am led by God and you may say why God...that's the secret. Not exactly the way you think, because as you know in order to get to the Father, you must go through the son First...

It's a Paradox. I didn't reveal the entirety of the true meaning. In due time my friends.

Stay Blessed - Always, put God first and - if you love, you will be loved in return. of Paradise...

Note: As I wrote this, I left a lot of details for good reason for my bio.

Paradise:

First, I want to began by saying, I don't claim to "be a daughter" of the most high, like others do. I am simply a servant to the bare bone. I have not made it to "Paradise," yet, because I have not earned it. I spent my life dedicated to God for the most part (I will explain, otherwise later) to the absolute point that I walked a complete straight line, I personally chose the narrow road, known as the road less traveled. I am proclaiming full dedication to Christ and I made it to "Paradise," only through a _____ (I will explain later) for that reason alone - straight path, faith in action, practice forgiveness - I am talking following the 10 commandments to the fullest extent. Even then, you nor I are still prepared for the true divinity that awaits you.
Let's say you die, lived a divine I mean divine life. When St. Peter opens the gates to Heaven/Paradise and before you take your very first step, you are extremely confident - drawn in by the "Angelic music ," the lights are absolutely illuminating (imagine the most beautiful sunset you ever seen? Are you imagining it, well it doesn't even come close, they are a combination of a bright light with golden rays. (Perhaps, a combination of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit.) or even just the Holy Spirit - they are all one. The "rays" are manageable for the eyes to see, it's kind of like being in the spirit multiplied by light years of untold memories that await and the Glory, the Glory of God's radiance and somethings I can't quite reveal (due to copyright issues) & (For good reason)

People who encounter heaven:
Let's say you lived a modest life, attended church regularly and so on, you still might not make it to Paradise.
(But, if you earned it and I mean really earned it and (I won't reveal now, but in due time, some pieces are listed below) and walk in and see "Paradise," for the very first time and given a robe and a crown and told welcome ______ This is all yours and then you suddenly feel the purity, I mean unlike anyone has ever experienced - innocence yes, but not like you imagine. It's like pure clarity, multiplied by magnitudes of beauty beyond the depths of your imagination. (Leaving out what Paradise looks like.) You instantly come to the realization that you don't deserve it, you want to stay so badly but you know in your heart - the true meaning of - "The way, The Truth and the life." and every single scripture you have ever read and/or Homily/Services. Since, you gave your life to God you feel you don't deserve it and I won't say you feel convicted because those are of the flesh and you don't feel that in Paradise. Then, you will come to the true divine realization that you need to do more, you have to do more, God deserves more, God deserves more, God deserves more and you catch a re-glimpse of the life you once lived. (I don't deserve this, than you view it from a completely different perspective. From, the outside looking in at you. Than it hits you like a bolt of lightning. You will take a second glance around at the single most beautiful, I'm talking beautiful - "Paradise," you have ever seen in your minuscule existence. Then, you look up at suddenly notice who is standing in front of you and you will step back, get on your knees and plead to God to send you back to earth to finish what you should have done in the first place, in order to not only experience the real divinity but to EARN your place in Paradise. It is that immaculate, holy and divine. You will recall moments in your life - remember, that person walking to church and driving right past them or the poor guy in the alley who needed a helping hand for food or water. Bottom line: you come to the realization that it was NEVER about what you DID do but what you DIDN'T do. I could give several examples, but I'm writing a bio on this and just wanted to share a glimpse of "Paradise."

Again, it's not about what you do, it's about what you don't do. I love seeing pictures on FB regarding Christ, Heaven, Angels, etc. However, posting a picture isn't going to get you to heaven, it intel's much, much more - This subject is touchy for me, although, I do follow several people that I personally like their posts and they are dedicated - I mean 100% spot on - every day to there posts and that's admirable to me. (We all have different missions, utilize them) You can see "God," on there face as clear as a sunny day. So yes, I pick and choose what I see is true in my eyes. I am not dismissing anyone, I am only conveying a point. After all, I will have to hold myself accountable on Judgement day, I have been prepping for years and it's still not enough.
I have "walked through the Valley of the Shadow of Death," and it was the hardest struggle of my life. I would sob, I asked Lord I have been completely loyal to you, why did this happen? And, we are to never question God. (No if's and's, it's or buts.) I pleaded with him day in and day out, I would say - I can't feel the wind on my skin anymore, that hurt the most. I never stopped praying for healing. Through it all, no matter what - I meditate a lot as well as genuflect, I lost my spiritual gifts, I lost a lot of money from someone who took advantage of my situation and I was weak and I grew angry with this person and held a grudge with them. I lost a lot. I practice forgiveness and forgiveness is key but I couldn't forgive him for a very long time. I did however forgive him for other stuff, but I believe "lack of forgiveness" kept me ill among other things. I fell flat on my face. I knew better but the illness was a huge distraction and a blur.

After 4 years, I was miraculously healed. (I feel that will fall into place, on my next mission.) I see that now, I would willingly do all over for God again. I thank God everyday and you know how you see posts on FB about people saying - Did you thank God for waking up this morning, I love those. Although, I never saw it like that. After, I would meditate, I would plead and plead to God to keep me alive for another day. I would thank him for my day, and pray one more day of it is your will. I need to finish my mission first. That's how bad I want to go to Paradise, I can go on about that but it's a beautiful thing in the Grand Scheme of Things..

Keep posting Catholic/Christianity posts, I love it, it brings "peace" just understand what you are really doing so you can pursue your mission. Perhaps, a story above it. I love to see Prayer requests and praise reports too - because I know firsthand with & through God all things are possible.

Also, I do not claim to be a "Holy Roller nor a Bible Thumper..." Unless God provides guidance, a person who is open-minded and willing to talk about God or simply - "Divine Intervention."

I serve God in secret, too many things are circulating in my life and I pray for a path and direction. I even propose them to God at times - the next thing you know, the script is flipped. Which, I clearly understand why, only you my friends don't due to my next mission. Then, I pray for complete understanding. This also applies to when we fast, we aren't supposed to share it with the world. It's called a sacrifice and it's intended to be kept that way - if you want to go to "Paradise," start making more sacrifices.

You don't always have to be silent on religion. I am however a little more on the reserved side. I once made many declarations for Christ and I was made fun of, called Mother Theresa on multiple occasions (in fact - from some of the same people who post pictures of Christ on FB) Oh, the irony, but that didn't stop me, it made me stronger and rapidly closer to God & Christ. (For it is written) I do have my favorite Catholic/Christian sites and reach out to people that way, those who are genuinely ready to hear the Gospel or a Scripture or even Guidance.
I have accomplished an array of so many unbelievably different things. You would never believe me, but that's neither here nor there. I attribute it all to God and I am eternally grateful. Point being, all things can be done through Christ. Was it for the money? Absolutely not, it was for the treasure behind the money, the education and the sharing I was able to do. People who have money aren't bad people, they are successful and even if they would proclaim - I am rich, I am rich with the world, we don't know what happens behind close doors. They may be rich in the spirit. Lastly, please don't judge others - if you don't want to be judged. As for those who don't have money, they need the help and resources - yet we have a "President Elect" attempting to change life as we know it. That part of my next mission, but I need to understand some correlations first. I am led by God and you may say why God...that's the secret. Not exactly the way you think, because as you know in order to get to the Father, you must go through the son First...

It's a Paradox. I didn't reveal the entirety of the true meaning. In due time my friends.

Stay Blessed - Always, put God first and - if you love, you will be loved in return. of Paradise...

Note: As I wrote this, I left a lot of details for good reason for my bio.

Paradise:

First, I want to began by saying, I don't claim to "be a daughter" of the most high, like others do. I am simply a servant to the bare bone. I have not made it to "Paradise," yet, because I have not earned it. I spent my life dedicated to God for the most part (I will explain, otherwise later) to the absolute point that I walked a complete straight line, I personally chose the narrow road, known as the road less traveled. I am proclaiming full dedication to Christ and I made it to "Paradise," only through a _____ (I will explain later) for that reason alone - straight path, faith in action, practice forgiveness - I am talking following the 10 commandments to the fullest extent. Even then, you nor I are still prepared for the true divinity that awaits you.
Let's say you die, lived a divine I mean divine life. When St. Peter opens the gates to Heaven/Paradise and before you take your very first step, you are extremely confident - drawn in by the "Angelic music ," the lights are absolutely illuminating (imagine the most beautiful sunset you ever seen? Are you imagining it, well it doesn't even come close, they are a combination of a bright light with golden rays. (Perhaps, a combination of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit.) or even just the Holy Spirit - they are all one. The "rays" are manageable for the eyes to see, it's kind of like being in the spirit multiplied by light years of untold memories that await and the Glory, the Glory of God's radiance and somethings I can't quite reveal (due to copyright issues) & (For good reason)

People who encounter heaven:
Let's say you lived a modest life, attended church regularly and so on, you still might not make it to Paradise.
(But, if you earned it and I mean really earned it and (I won't reveal now, but in due time, some pieces are listed below) and walk in and see "Paradise," for the very first time and given a robe and a crown and told welcome ______ This is all yours and then you suddenly feel the purity, I mean unlike anyone has ever experienced - innocence yes, but not like you imagine. It's like pure clarity, multiplied by magnitudes of beauty beyond the depths of your imagination. (Leaving out what Paradise looks like.) You instantly come to the realization that you don't deserve it, you want to stay so badly but you know in your heart - the true meaning of - "The way, The Truth and the life." and every single scripture you have ever read and/or Homily/Services. Since, you gave your life to God you feel you don't deserve it and I won't say you feel convicted because those are of the flesh and you don't feel that in Paradise. Then, you will come to the true divine realization that you need to do more, you have to do more, God deserves more, God deserves more, God deserves more and you catch a re-glimpse of the life you once lived. (I don't deserve this, than you view it from a completely different perspective. From, the outside looking in at you. Than it hits you like a bolt of lightning. You will take a second glance around at the single most beautiful, I'm talking beautiful - "Paradise," you have ever seen in your minuscule existence. Then, you look up at suddenly notice who is standing in front of you and you will step back, get on your knees and plead to God to send you back to earth to finish what you should have done in the first place, in order to not only experience the real divinity but to EARN your place in Paradise. It is that immaculate, holy and divine. You will recall moments in your life - remember, that person walking to church and driving right past them or the poor guy in the alley who needed a helping hand for food or water. Bottom line: you come to the realization that it was NEVER about what you DID do but what you DIDN'T do. I could give several examples, but I'm writing a bio on this and just wanted to share a glimpse of "Paradise."

Again, it's not about what you do, it's about what you don't do. I love seeing pictures on FB regarding Christ, Heaven, Angels, etc. However, posting a picture isn't going to get you to heaven, it intel's much, much more - This subject is touchy for me, although, I do follow several people that I personally like their posts and they are dedicated - I mean 100% spot on - every day to there posts and that's admirable to me. (We all have different missions, utilize them) You can see "God," on there face as clear as a sunny day. So yes, I pick and choose what I see is true in my eyes. I am not dismissing anyone, I am only conveying a point. After all, I will have to hold myself accountable on Judgement day, I have been prepping for years and it's still not enough.
I have "walked through the Valley of the Shadow of Death," and it was the hardest struggle of my life. I would sob, I asked Lord I have been completely loyal to you, why did this happen? And, we are to never question God. (No if's and's, it's or buts.) I pleaded with him day in and day out, I would say - I can't feel the wind on my skin anymore, that hurt the most. I never stopped praying for healing. Through it all, no matter what - I meditate a lot as well as genuflect, I lost my spiritual gifts, I lost a lot of money from someone who took advantage of my situation and I was weak and I grew angry with this person and held a grudge with them. I lost a lot. I practice forgiveness and forgiveness is key but I couldn't forgive him for a very long time. I did however forgive him for other stuff, but I believe "lack of forgiveness" kept me ill among other things. I fell flat on my face. I knew better but the illness was a huge distraction and a blur.

After 4 years, I was miraculously healed. (I feel that will fall into place, on my next mission.) I see that now, I would willingly do all over for God again. I thank God everyday and you know how you see posts on FB about people saying - Did you thank God for waking up this morning, I love those. Although, I never saw it like that. After, I would meditate, I would plead and plead to God to keep me alive for another day. I would thank him for my day, and pray one more day of it is your will. I need to finish my mission first. That's how bad I want to go to Paradise, I can go on about that but it's a beautiful thing in the Grand Scheme of Things..

Keep posting Catholic/Christianity posts, I love it, it brings "peace" just understand what you are really doing so you can pursue your mission. Perhaps, a story above it. I love to see Prayer requests and praise reports too - because I know firsthand with & through God all things are possible.

Also, I do not claim to be a "Holy Roller nor a Bible Thumper..." Unless God provides guidance, a person who is open-minded and willing to talk about God or simply - "Divine Intervention."

I serve God in secret, too many things are circulating in my life and I pray for a path and direction. I even propose them to God at times - the next thing you know, the script is flipped. Which, I clearly understand why, only you my friends don't due to my next mission. Then, I pray for complete understanding. This also applies to when we fast, we aren't supposed to share it with the world. It's called a sacrifice and it's intended to be kept that way - if you want to go to "Paradise," start making more sacrifices.

You don't always have to be silent on religion. I am however a little more on the reserved side. I once made many declarations for Christ and I was made fun of, called Mother Theresa on multiple occasions (in fact - from some of the same people who post pictures of Christ on FB) Oh, the irony, but that didn't stop me, it made me stronger and rapidly closer to God & Christ. (For it is written) I do have my favorite Catholic/Christian sites and reach out to people that way, those who are genuinely ready to hear the Gospel or a Scripture or even Guidance.
I have accomplished an array of so many unbelievably different things. You would never believe me, but that's neither here nor there. I attribute it all to God and I am eternally grateful. Point being, all things can be done through Christ. Was it for the money? Absolutely not, it was for the treasure behind the money, the education and the sharing I was able to do. People who have money aren't bad people, they are successful and even if they would proclaim - I am rich, I am rich with the world, we don't know what happens behind close doors. They may be rich in the spirit. Lastly, please don't judge others - if you don't want to be judged. As for those who don't have money, they need the help and resources - yet we have a "President Elect" attempting to change life as we know it. That part of my next mission, but I need to understand some correlations first. I am led by God and you may say why God...that's the secret. Not exactly the way you think, because as you know in order to get to the Father, you must go through the son First...

It's a Paradox. I didn't reveal the entirety of the true meaning. In due time my friends.

Stay Blessed - Always, put God first and - if you love, you will be loved in return. of Paradise
Note: As I wrote this, I left a lot of details for good reason for my bio.

Paradise:

First, I want to began by saying, I don't claim to "be a daughter" of the most high, like others do. I am simply a servant to the bare bone. I have not made it to "Paradise," yet, because I have not earned it. I spent my life dedicated to God for the most part (I will explain, otherwise later) to the absolute point that I walked a complete straight line, I personally chose the narrow road, known as the road less traveled. I am proclaiming full dedication to Christ and I made it to "Paradise," only through a _____ (I will explain later) for that reason alone - straight path, faith in action, practice forgiveness - I am talking following the 10 commandments to the fullest extent. Even then, you nor I are still prepared for the true divinity that awaits you.
Let's say you die, lived a divine I mean divine life. When St. Peter opens the gates to Heaven/Paradise and before you take your very first step, you are extremely confident - drawn in by the "Angelic music ," the lights are absolutely illuminating (imagine the most beautiful sunset you ever seen? Are you imagining it, well it doesn't even come close, they are a combination of a bright light with golden rays. (Perhaps, a combination of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit.) or even just the Holy Spirit - they are all one. The "rays" are manageable for the eyes to see, it's kind of like being in the spirit multiplied by light years of untold memories that await and the Glory, the Glory of God's radiance and somethings I can't quite reveal (due to copyright issues) & (For good reason)

People who encounter heaven:
Let's say you lived a modest life, attended church regularly and so on, you still might not make it to Paradise.
(But, if you earned it and I mean really earned it and (I won't reveal now, but in due time, some pieces are listed below) and walk in and see "Paradise," for the very first time and given a robe and a crown and told welcome ______ This is all yours and then you suddenly feel the purity, I mean unlike anyone has ever experienced - innocence yes, but not like you imagine. It's like pure clarity, multiplied by magnitudes of beauty beyond the depths of your imagination. (Leaving out what Paradise looks like.) You instantly come to the realization that you don't deserve it, you want to stay so badly but you know in your heart - the true meaning of - "The way, The Truth and the life." and every single scripture you have ever read and/or Homily/Services. Since, you gave your life to God you feel you don't deserve it and I won't say you feel convicted because those are of the flesh and you don't feel that in Paradise. Then, you will come to the true divine realization that you need to do more, you have to do more, God deserves more, God deserves more, God deserves more and you catch a re-glimpse of the life you once lived. (I don't deserve this, than you view it from a completely different perspective. From, the outside looking in at you. Than it hits you like a bolt of lightning. You will take a second glance around at the single most beautiful, I'm talking beautiful - "Paradise," you have ever seen in your minuscule existence. Then, you look up at suddenly notice who is standing in front of you and you will step back, get on your knees and plead to God to send you back to earth to finish what you should have done in the first place, in order to not only experience the real divinity but to EARN your place in Paradise. It is that immaculate, holy and divine. You will recall moments in your life - remember, that person walking to church and driving right past them or the poor guy in the alley who needed a helping hand for food or water. Bottom line: you come to the realization that it was NEVER about what you DID do but what you DIDN'T do. I could give several examples, but I'm writing a bio on this and just wanted to share a glimpse of "Paradise."

Again, it's not about what you do, it's about what you don't do. I love seeing pictures on FB regarding Christ, Heaven, Angels, etc. However, posting a picture isn't going to get you to heaven, it intel's much, much more - This subject is touchy for me, although, I do follow several people that I personally like their posts and they are dedicated - I mean 100% spot on - every day to there posts and that's admirable to me. (We all have different missions, utilize them) You can see "God," on there face as clear as a sunny day. So yes, I pick and choose what I see is true in my eyes. I am not dismissing anyone, I am only conveying a point. After all, I will have to hold myself accountable on Judgement day, I have been prepping for years and it's still not enough.
I have "walked through the Valley of the Shadow of Death," and it was the hardest struggle of my life. I would sob, I asked Lord I have been completely loyal to you, why did this happen? And, we are to never question God. (No if's and's, it's or buts.) I pleaded with him day in and day out, I would say - I can't feel the wind on my skin anymore, that hurt the most. I never stopped praying for healing. Through it all, no matter what - I meditate a lot as well as genuflect, I lost my spiritual gifts, I lost a lot of money from someone who took advantage of my situation and I was weak and I grew angry with this person and held a grudge with them. I lost a lot. I practice forgiveness and forgiveness is key but I couldn't forgive him for a very long time. I did however forgive him for other stuff, but I believe "lack of forgiveness" kept me ill among other things. I fell flat on my face. I knew better but the illness was a huge distraction and a blur.

After 4 years, I was miraculously healed. (I feel that will fall into place, on my next mission.) I see that now, I would willingly do all over for God again. I thank God everyday and you know how you see posts on FB about people saying - Did you thank God for waking up this morning, I love those. Although, I never saw it like that. After, I would meditate, I would plead and plead to God to keep me alive for another day. I would thank him for my day, and pray one more day of it is your will. I need to finish my mission first. That's how bad I want to go to Paradise, I can go on about that but it's a beautiful thing in the Grand Scheme of Things..

Keep posting Catholic/Christianity posts, I love it, it brings "peace" just understand what you are really doing so you can pursue your mission. Perhaps, a story above it. I love to see Prayer requests and praise reports too - because I know firsthand with & through God all things are possible.

Also, I do not claim to be a "Holy Roller nor a Bible Thumper..." Unless God provides guidance, a person who is open-minded and willing to talk about God or simply - "Divine Intervention."

I serve God in secret, too many things are circulating in my life and I pray for a path and direction. I even propose them to God at times - the next thing you know, the script is flipped. Which, I clearly understand why, only you my friends don't due to my next mission. Then, I pray for complete understanding. This also applies to when we fast, we aren't supposed to share it with the world. It's called a sacrifice and it's intended to be kept that way - if you want to go to "Paradise," start making more sacrifices.

You don't always have to be silent on religion. I am however a little more on the reserved side. I once made many declarations for Christ and I was made fun of, called Mother Theresa on multiple occasions (in fact - from some of the same people who post pictures of Christ on FB) Oh, the irony, but that didn't stop me, it made me stronger and rapidly closer to God & Christ. (For it is written) I do have my favorite Catholic/Christian sites and reach out to people that way, those who are genuinely ready to hear the Gospel or a Scripture or even Guidance.
I have accomplished an array of so many unbelievably different things. You would never believe me, but that's neither here nor there. I attribute it all to God and I am eternally grateful. Point being, all things can be done through Christ. Was it for the money? Absolutely not, it was for the treasure behind the money, the education and the sharing I was able to do. People who have money aren't bad people, they are successful and even if they would proclaim - I am rich, I am rich with the world, we don't know what happens behind close doors. They may be rich in the spirit. Lastly, please don't judge others - if you don't want to be judged. As for those who don't have money, they need the help and resources - yet we have a "President Elect" attempting to change life as we know it. That part of my next mission, but I need to understand some correlations first. I am led by God and you may say why God...that's the secret. Not exactly the way you think, because as you know in order to get to the Father, you must go through the son First...

It's a Paradox. I didn't reveal the entirety of the true meaning. In due time my friends.

Stay Blessed - Always, put God first and - if you love, you will be loved in return.

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All - This is called - Glimpses of Paradise by Sonya M. Reyes -  Note: As I wrote this, I left a lot of details out for the moment and for the final purpose of this bio. 


Paradise:

First, I want to began by saying, I don't claim to "be a daughter" of the most high, like others do. I am simply a servant to the bare bone. I have not made it to "Paradise," yet, because I have not earned it. I spent my life dedicated to God for the most part (I will explain, otherwise later) to the absolute point that I walked a complete straight line, I personally chose the narrow road, known as the road less traveled. I am proclaiming full dedication to Christ and I made it to "Paradise," only through a _____ (I will explain later) for that reason alone - straight path, faith in action, practice forgiveness - I am talking following the 10 commandments to the fullest extent. Even then, you nor I are still prepared for the true divinity that awaits you. 
Let's say you die, lived a divine I mean divine life. When St. Peter opens the gates to Heaven/Paradise and before you take your very first step, you are extremely confident - drawn in by the "Angelic music ," the lights are absolutely illuminating (imagine the most beautiful sunset you ever seen? Are you imagining it, well it doesn't even come close, they are a combination of a bright light with golden rays. (Perhaps, a combination of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit.) or even just the Holy Spirit - they are all one. The "rays" are manageable for the eyes to see, it's kind of like being in the spirit multiplied by light years of untold memories that await and the Glory, the Glory of God's radiance and  somethings I can't quite reveal (due to copyright issues) & (For good reason) 

People who encounter heaven:
Let's say you lived a modest life, attended church regularly and so on, you still might not make it to Paradise. 
(But, if you earned it and I mean really earned it and (I won't reveal now, but in due time, some pieces are listed below) and walk in and see "Paradise," for the very first time and given a robe and a crown and told welcome ______ This is all yours and then you suddenly feel the purity, I mean unlike anyone has ever experienced - innocence yes, but not like you imagine. It's like pure clarity, multiplied by magnitudes of beauty beyond the depths of your imagination. (Leaving out what Paradise looks like.) You instantly come to the realization that you don't deserve it, you want to stay so badly but you know in your heart - the true meaning of - "The way, The Truth and the life." and every single scripture you have ever read and/or Homily/Services. Since, you gave your life to God you feel you don't deserve it and I won't say you feel convicted because those are of the flesh and you don't feel that in Paradise. Then, you will come to the true divine realization that you need to do more, you have to do more, God deserves more, God deserves more, God deserves more and you catch a re-glimpse of the life you once lived. (I don't deserve this, than you view it from a completely different perspective. From, the outside looking in at you. Than it hits you like a bolt of lightning. You will take a second glance around at the single most beautiful, I'm talking beautiful - "Paradise," you have ever seen in your minuscule existence. Then, you look up at suddenly notice who is standing in front of you and you will step back, get on your knees and plead to God to send you back to earth to finish what you should have done in the first place, in order to not only experience the real divinity but to EARN your place in Paradise. It is that immaculate, holy and divine. You will recall moments in your life - remember, that person walking to church and driving right past them or the poor guy in the alley who needed a helping hand for food or water.  Bottom line: you come to the realization that it was NEVER about what you DID do but what you DIDN'T do. I could give several examples, but I'm writing a bio on this and just wanted to share a glimpse of "Paradise."

Again, it's not about what you do, it's about what you don't do. I love seeing pictures on FB regarding Christ, Heaven, Angels, etc. However, posting a picture isn't going to get you to heaven, it intel's much, much more - This subject is touchy for me, although, I do follow several people that I personally like their posts and they are dedicated - I mean 100% spot on - every day to there posts and that's admirable to me. (We all have different missions, utilize them) You can see "God," on there face as clear as a sunny day. So yes, I pick and choose what I see is true in my eyes. I am not dismissing anyone, I am only conveying a point. After all, I will have to hold myself accountable on Judgement day, I have been prepping for years and it's still not enough.
I have "walked through the Valley of the Shadow of Death," and it was the hardest struggle of my life. I would sob, I asked Lord I have been completely loyal to you, why did this happen? And, we are to never question God. (No if's and's, it's or buts.) I pleaded with him day in and day out, I would say - I can't feel the wind on my skin anymore, that hurt the most. I never stopped praying for healing. Through it all, no matter what - I meditate a lot as well as genuflect, I lost my spiritual gifts, I lost a lot of money from someone who took advantage of my situation and I was weak and I grew angry with this person and held a grudge with them. I lost a lot. I practice forgiveness and forgiveness is key but I couldn't forgive him for a very long time. I did however forgive him for other stuff, but I believe "lack of forgiveness" kept me ill among other things. I fell flat on my face. I knew better but the illness was a huge distraction and a blur. 

After 4 years, I was miraculously healed. (I feel that will fall into place, on my next mission.) I see that now, I would willingly do all over for God again. I thank God everyday and you know how you see posts on FB about people saying - Did you thank God for waking up this morning, I love those. Although, I never saw it like that. After, I would meditate, I would plead and plead to God to keep me alive for another day. I would thank him for my day, and pray one more day of it is your will. I need to finish my mission first. That's how bad I want to go to Paradise, I can go on about that but it's a beautiful thing in the Grand Scheme of Things.. 

Keep posting Catholic/Christianity posts, I love it, it brings "peace" just understand what you are really doing so you can pursue your mission. Perhaps, a story above it. I love to see Prayer requests and praise reports too - because I know firsthand with & through God all things are possible. 

Also, I do not claim to be a "Holy Roller nor a Bible Thumper..." Unless God provides guidance, a person who is open-minded and willing to talk about God or simply - "Divine Intervention."

I serve God in secret, too many things are circulating in my life and I pray for a path and direction. I even propose them to God at times - the next thing you know, the script is flipped. Which, I clearly understand why, only you my friends don't due to my next mission. Then, I pray for complete understanding. This also applies to when we fast, we aren't supposed to share it with the world. It's called a sacrifice and it's intended to be kept that way - if you want to go to "Paradise," start making more sacrifices. 

You don't always have to be silent on religion. I am however a little more on the reserved side. I once made many declarations for Christ and I was made fun of, called Mother Theresa on multiple occasions (in fact - from some of the same people who post pictures of Christ on FB) Oh, the irony, but that didn't stop me, it made me stronger and rapidly closer to God & Christ.  (For it is written) I do have my favorite Catholic/Christian sites and reach out to people that way, those who are genuinely ready to hear the Gospel or a Scripture or even Guidance. 
I have accomplished an array of so many unbelievably different things. You would never believe me, but that's neither here nor there. I attribute it all to God and I am eternally grateful. Point being, all things can be done through Christ. Was it for the money? Absolutely not, it was for the treasure behind the money, the education and the sharing I was able to do. People who have money aren't bad people, they are successful and even if they would proclaim - I am rich, I am rich with the world, we don't know what happens behind close doors. They may be rich in the spirit. Lastly, please don't judge others - if you don't want to be judged. As for those who don't have money, they need the help and resources - yet we have a "President Elect" attempting to change life as we know it. That part of my next mission, but I need to understand some correlations first. I am led by God and you may say why God...that's the secret. Not exactly the way you think, because as you know in order to get to the Father, you must go through the son First...

It's a Paradox. I didn't reveal the entirety of the true meaning. In due time my friends. 

Stay Blessed - Always, put God first and - if you love, you will be loved in return. of Paradise...

Note: As I wrote this, I left a lot of details for good reason for my bio. 

Paradise:

First, I want to began by saying, I don't claim to "be a daughter" of the most high, like others do. I am simply a servant to the bare bone. I have not made it to "Paradise," yet, because I have not earned it. I spent my life dedicated to God for the most part (I will explain, otherwise later) to the absolute point that I walked a complete straight line, I personally chose the narrow road, known as the road less traveled. I am proclaiming full dedication to Christ and I made it to "Paradise," only through a _____ (I will explain later) for that reason alone - straight path, faith in action, practice forgiveness - I am talking following the 10 commandments to the fullest extent. Even then, you nor I are still prepared for the true divinity that awaits you. 
Let's say you die, lived a divine I mean divine life. When St. Peter opens the gates to Heaven/Paradise and before you take your very first step, you are extremely confident - drawn in by the "Angelic music ," the lights are absolutely illuminating (imagine the most beautiful sunset you ever seen? Are you imagining it, well it doesn't even come close, they are a combination of a bright light with golden rays. (Perhaps, a combination of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit.) or even just the Holy Spirit - they are all one. The "rays" are manageable for the eyes to see, it's kind of like being in the spirit multiplied by light years of untold memories that await and the Glory, the Glory of God's radiance and  somethings I can't quite reveal (due to copyright issues) & (For good reason) 

People who encounter heaven:
Let's say you lived a modest life, attended church regularly and so on, you still might not make it to Paradise. 
(But, if you earned it and I mean really earned it and (I won't reveal now, but in due time, some pieces are listed below) and walk in and see "Paradise," for the very first time and given a robe and a crown and told welcome ______ This is all yours and then you suddenly feel the purity, I mean unlike anyone has ever experienced - innocence yes, but not like you imagine. It's like pure clarity, multiplied by magnitudes of beauty beyond the depths of your imagination. (Leaving out what Paradise looks like.) You instantly come to the realization that you don't deserve it, you want to stay so badly but you know in your heart - the true meaning of - "The way, The Truth and the life." and every single scripture you have ever read and/or Homily/Services. Since, you gave your life to God you feel you don't deserve it and I won't say you feel convicted because those are of the flesh and you don't feel that in Paradise. Then, you will come to the true divine realization that you need to do more, you have to do more, God deserves more, God deserves more, God deserves more and you catch a re-glimpse of the life you once lived. (I don't deserve this, than you view it from a completely different perspective. From, the outside looking in at you. Than it hits you like a bolt of lightning. You will take a second glance around at the single most beautiful, I'm talking beautiful - "Paradise," you have ever seen in your minuscule existence. Then, you look up at suddenly notice who is standing in front of you and you will step back, get on your knees and plead to God to send you back to earth to finish what you should have done in the first place, in order to not only experience the real divinity but to EARN your place in Paradise. It is that immaculate, holy and divine. You will recall moments in your life - remember, that person walking to church and driving right past them or the poor guy in the alley who needed a helping hand for food or water.  Bottom line: you come to the realization that it was NEVER about what you DID do but what you DIDN'T do. I could give several examples, but I'm writing a bio on this and just wanted to share a glimpse of "Paradise."

Again, it's not about what you do, it's about what you don't do. I love seeing pictures on FB regarding Christ, Heaven, Angels, etc. However, posting a picture isn't going to get you to heaven, it intel's much, much more - This subject is touchy for me, although, I do follow several people that I personally like their posts and they are dedicated - I mean 100% spot on - every day to there posts and that's admirable to me. (We all have different missions, utilize them) You can see "God," on there face as clear as a sunny day. So yes, I pick and choose what I see is true in my eyes. I am not dismissing anyone, I am only conveying a point. After all, I will have to hold myself accountable on Judgement day, I have been prepping for years and it's still not enough.
I have "walked through the Valley of the Shadow of Death," and it was the hardest struggle of my life. I would sob, I asked Lord I have been completely loyal to you, why did this happen? And, we are to never question God. (No if's and's, it's or buts.) I pleaded with him day in and day out, I would say - I can't feel the wind on my skin anymore, that hurt the most. I never stopped praying for healing. Through it all, no matter what - I meditate a lot as well as genuflect, I lost my spiritual gifts, I lost a lot of money from someone who took advantage of my situation and I was weak and I grew angry with this person and held a grudge with them. I lost a lot. I practice forgiveness and forgiveness is key but I couldn't forgive him for a very long time. I did however forgive him for other stuff, but I believe "lack of forgiveness" kept me ill among other things. I fell flat on my face. I knew better but the illness was a huge distraction and a blur. 

After 4 years, I was miraculously healed. (I feel that will fall into place, on my next mission.) I see that now, I would willingly do all over for God again. I thank God everyday and you know how you see posts on FB about people saying - Did you thank God for waking up this morning, I love those. Although, I never saw it like that. After, I would meditate, I would plead and plead to God to keep me alive for another day. I would thank him for my day, and pray one more day of it is your will. I need to finish my mission first. That's how bad I want to go to Paradise, I can go on about that but it's a beautiful thing in the Grand Scheme of Things.. 

Keep posting Catholic/Christianity posts, I love it, it brings "peace" just understand what you are really doing so you can pursue your mission. Perhaps, a story above it. I love to see Prayer requests and praise reports too - because I know firsthand with & through God all things are possible. 

Also, I do not claim to be a "Holy Roller nor a Bible Thumper..." Unless God provides guidance, a person who is open-minded and willing to talk about God or simply - "Divine Intervention."

I serve God in secret, too many things are circulating in my life and I pray for a path and direction. I even propose them to God at times - the next thing you know, the script is flipped. Which, I clearly understand why, only you my friends don't due to my next mission. Then, I pray for complete understanding. This also applies to when we fast, we aren't supposed to share it with the world. It's called a sacrifice and it's intended to be kept that way - if you want to go to "Paradise," start making more sacrifices. 

You don't always have to be silent on religion. I am however a little more on the reserved side. I once made many declarations for Christ and I was made fun of, called Mother Theresa on multiple occasions (in fact - from some of the same people who post pictures of Christ on FB) Oh, the irony, but that didn't stop me, it made me stronger and rapidly closer to God & Christ.  (For it is written) I do have my favorite Catholic/Christian sites and reach out to people that way, those who are genuinely ready to hear the Gospel or a Scripture or even Guidance. 
I have accomplished an array of so many unbelievably different things. You would never believe me, but that's neither here nor there. I attribute it all to God and I am eternally grateful. Point being, all things can be done through Christ. Was it for the money? Absolutely not, it was for the treasure behind the money, the education and the sharing I was able to do. People who have money aren't bad people, they are successful and even if they would proclaim - I am rich, I am rich with the world, we don't know what happens behind close doors. They may be rich in the spirit. Lastly, please don't judge others - if you don't want to be judged. As for those who don't have money, they need the help and resources - yet we have a "President Elect" attempting to change life as we know it. That part of my next mission, but I need to understand some correlations first. I am led by God and you may say why God...that's the secret. Not exactly the way you think, because as you know in order to get to the Father, you must go through the son First...

It's a Paradox. I didn't reveal the entirety of the true meaning. In due time my friends. 

Stay Blessed - Always, put God first and - if you love, you will be loved in return. of Paradise...

Note: As I wrote this, I left a lot of details for good reason for my bio. 

Paradise:

First, I want to began by saying, I don't claim to "be a daughter" of the most high, like others do. I am simply a servant to the bare bone. I have not made it to "Paradise," yet, because I have not earned it. I spent my life dedicated to God for the most part (I will explain, otherwise later) to the absolute point that I walked a complete straight line, I personally chose the narrow road, known as the road less traveled. I am proclaiming full dedication to Christ and I made it to "Paradise," only through a _____ (I will explain later) for that reason alone - straight path, faith in action, practice forgiveness - I am talking following the 10 commandments to the fullest extent. Even then, you nor I are still prepared for the true divinity that awaits you. 
Let's say you die, lived a divine I mean divine life. When St. Peter opens the gates to Heaven/Paradise and before you take your very first step, you are extremely confident - drawn in by the "Angelic music ," the lights are absolutely illuminating (imagine the most beautiful sunset you ever seen? Are you imagining it, well it doesn't even come close, they are a combination of a bright light with golden rays. (Perhaps, a combination of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit.) or even just the Holy Spirit - they are all one. The "rays" are manageable for the eyes to see, it's kind of like being in the spirit multiplied by light years of untold memories that await and the Glory, the Glory of God's radiance and  somethings I can't quite reveal (due to copyright issues) & (For good reason) 

People who encounter heaven:
Let's say you lived a modest life, attended church regularly and so on, you still might not make it to Paradise. 
(But, if you earned it and I mean really earned it and (I won't reveal now, but in due time, some pieces are listed below) and walk in and see "Paradise," for the very first time and given a robe and a crown and told welcome ______ This is all yours and then you suddenly feel the purity, I mean unlike anyone has ever experienced - innocence yes, but not like you imagine. It's like pure clarity, multiplied by magnitudes of beauty beyond the depths of your imagination. (Leaving out what Paradise looks like.) You instantly come to the realization that you don't deserve it, you want to stay so badly but you know in your heart - the true meaning of - "The way, The Truth and the life." and every single scripture you have ever read and/or Homily/Services. Since, you gave your life to God you feel you don't deserve it and I won't say you feel convicted because those are of the flesh and you don't feel that in Paradise. Then, you will come to the true divine realization that you need to do more, you have to do more, God deserves more, God deserves more, God deserves more and you catch a re-glimpse of the life you once lived. (I don't deserve this, than you view it from a completely different perspective. From, the outside looking in at you. Than it hits you like a bolt of lightning. You will take a second glance around at the single most beautiful, I'm talking beautiful - "Paradise," you have ever seen in your minuscule existence. Then, you look up at suddenly notice who is standing in front of you and you will step back, get on your knees and plead to God to send you back to earth to finish what you should have done in the first place, in order to not only experience the real divinity but to EARN your place in Paradise. It is that immaculate, holy and divine. You will recall moments in your life - remember, that person walking to church and driving right past them or the poor guy in the alley who needed a helping hand for food or water.  Bottom line: you come to the realization that it was NEVER about what you DID do but what you DIDN'T do. I could give several examples, but I'm writing a bio on this and just wanted to share a glimpse of "Paradise."

Again, it's not about what you do, it's about what you don't do. I love seeing pictures on FB regarding Christ, Heaven, Angels, etc. However, posting a picture isn't going to get you to heaven, it intel's much, much more - This subject is touchy for me, although, I do follow several people that I personally like their posts and they are dedicated - I mean 100% spot on - every day to there posts and that's admirable to me. (We all have different missions, utilize them) You can see "God," on there face as clear as a sunny day. So yes, I pick and choose what I see is true in my eyes. I am not dismissing anyone, I am only conveying a point. After all, I will have to hold myself accountable on Judgement day, I have been prepping for years and it's still not enough.
I have "walked through the Valley of the Shadow of Death," and it was the hardest struggle of my life. I would sob, I asked Lord I have been completely loyal to you, why did this happen? And, we are to never question God. (No if's and's, it's or buts.) I pleaded with him day in and day out, I would say - I can't feel the wind on my skin anymore, that hurt the most. I never stopped praying for healing. Through it all, no matter what - I meditate a lot as well as genuflect, I lost my spiritual gifts, I lost a lot of money from someone who took advantage of my situation and I was weak and I grew angry with this person and held a grudge with them. I lost a lot. I practice forgiveness and forgiveness is key but I couldn't forgive him for a very long time. I did however forgive him for other stuff, but I believe "lack of forgiveness" kept me ill among other things. I fell flat on my face. I knew better but the illness was a huge distraction and a blur. 

After 4 years, I was miraculously healed. (I feel that will fall into place, on my next mission.) I see that now, I would willingly do all over for God again. I thank God everyday and you know how you see posts on FB about people saying - Did you thank God for waking up this morning, I love those. Although, I never saw it like that. After, I would meditate, I would plead and plead to God to keep me alive for another day. I would thank him for my day, and pray one more day of it is your will. I need to finish my mission first. That's how bad I want to go to Paradise, I can go on about that but it's a beautiful thing in the Grand Scheme of Things.. 

Keep posting Catholic/Christianity posts, I love it, it brings "peace" just understand what you are really doing so you can pursue your mission. Perhaps, a story above it. I love to see Prayer requests and praise reports too - because I know firsthand with & through God all things are possible. 

Also, I do not claim to be a "Holy Roller nor a Bible Thumper..." Unless God provides guidance, a person who is open-minded and willing to talk about God or simply - "Divine Intervention."

I serve God in secret, too many things are circulating in my life and I pray for a path and direction. I even propose them to God at times - the next thing you know, the script is flipped. Which, I clearly understand why, only you my friends don't due to my next mission. Then, I pray for complete understanding. This also applies to when we fast, we aren't supposed to share it with the world. It's called a sacrifice and it's intended to be kept that way - if you want to go to "Paradise," start making more sacrifices. 

You don't always have to be silent on religion. I am however a little more on the reserved side. I once made many declarations for Christ and I was made fun of, called Mother Theresa on multiple occasions (in fact - from some of the same people who post pictures of Christ on FB) Oh, the irony, but that didn't stop me, it made me stronger and rapidly closer to God & Christ.  (For it is written) I do have my favorite Catholic/Christian sites and reach out to people that way, those who are genuinely ready to hear the Gospel or a Scripture or even Guidance. 
I have accomplished an array of so many unbelievably different things. You would never believe me, but that's neither here nor there. I attribute it all to God and I am eternally grateful. Point being, all things can be done through Christ. Was it for the money? Absolutely not, it was for the treasure behind the money, the education and the sharing I was able to do. People who have money aren't bad people, they are successful and even if they would proclaim - I am rich, I am rich with the world, we don't know what happens behind close doors. They may be rich in the spirit. Lastly, please don't judge others - if you don't want to be judged. As for those who don't have money, they need the help and resources - yet we have a "President Elect" attempting to change life as we know it. That part of my next mission, but I need to understand some correlations first. I am led by God and you may say why God...that's the secret. Not exactly the way you think, because as you know in order to get to the Father, you must go through the son First...

It's a Paradox. I didn't reveal the entirety of the true meaning. In due time my friends. 

Stay Blessed - Always, put God first and - if you love, you will be loved in return. of Paradise
Note: As I wrote this, I left a lot of details for good reason for my bio. 

Paradise:

First, I want to began by saying, I don't claim to "be a daughter" of the most high, like others do. I am simply a servant to the bare bone. I have not made it to "Paradise," yet, because I have not earned it. I spent my life dedicated to God for the most part (I will explain, otherwise later) to the absolute point that I walked a complete straight line, I personally chose the narrow road, known as the road less traveled. I am proclaiming full dedication to Christ and I made it to "Paradise," only through a _____ (I will explain later) for that reason alone - straight path, faith in action, practice forgiveness - I am talking following the 10 commandments to the fullest extent. Even then, you nor I are still prepared for the true divinity that awaits you. 
Let's say you die, lived a divine I mean divine life. When St. Peter opens the gates to Heaven/Paradise and before you take your very first step, you are extremely confident - drawn in by the "Angelic music ," the lights are absolutely illuminating (imagine the most beautiful sunset you ever seen? Are you imagining it, well it doesn't even come close, they are a combination of a bright light with golden rays. (Perhaps, a combination of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit.) or even just the Holy Spirit - they are all one. The "rays" are manageable for the eyes to see, it's kind of like being in the spirit multiplied by light years of untold memories that await and the Glory, the Glory of God's radiance and  somethings I can't quite reveal (due to copyright issues) & (For good reason) 

People who encounter heaven:
Let's say you lived a modest life, attended church regularly and so on, you still might not make it to Paradise. 
(But, if you earned it and I mean really earned it and (I won't reveal now, but in due time, some pieces are listed below) and walk in and see "Paradise," for the very first time and given a robe and a crown and told welcome ______ This is all yours and then you suddenly feel the purity, I mean unlike anyone has ever experienced - innocence yes, but not like you imagine. It's like pure clarity, multiplied by magnitudes of beauty beyond the depths of your imagination. (Leaving out what Paradise looks like.) You instantly come to the realization that you don't deserve it, you want to stay so badly but you know in your heart - the true meaning of - "The way, The Truth and the life." and every single scripture you have ever read and/or Homily/Services. Since, you gave your life to God you feel you don't deserve it and I won't say you feel convicted because those are of the flesh and you don't feel that in Paradise. Then, you will come to the true divine realization that you need to do more, you have to do more, God deserves more, God deserves more, God deserves more and you catch a re-glimpse of the life you once lived. (I don't deserve this, than you view it from a completely different perspective. From, the outside looking in at you. Than it hits you like a bolt of lightning. You will take a second glance around at the single most beautiful, I'm talking beautiful - "Paradise," you have ever seen in your minuscule existence. Then, you look up at suddenly notice who is standing in front of you and you will step back, get on your knees and plead to God to send you back to earth to finish what you should have done in the first place, in order to not only experience the real divinity but to EARN your place in Paradise. It is that immaculate, holy and divine. You will recall moments in your life - remember, that person walking to church and driving right past them or the poor guy in the alley who needed a helping hand for food or water.  Bottom line: you come to the realization that it was NEVER about what you DID do but what you DIDN'T do. I could give several examples, but I'm writing a bio on this and just wanted to share a glimpse of "Paradise."

Again, it's not about what you do, it's about what you don't do. I love seeing pictures on FB regarding Christ, Heaven, Angels, etc. However, posting a picture isn't going to get you to heaven, it intel's much, much more - This subject is touchy for me, although, I do follow several people that I personally like their posts and they are dedicated - I mean 100% spot on - every day to there posts and that's admirable to me. (We all have different missions, utilize them) You can see "God," on there face as clear as a sunny day. So yes, I pick and choose what I see is true in my eyes. I am not dismissing anyone, I am only conveying a point. After all, I will have to hold myself accountable on Judgement day, I have been prepping for years and it's still not enough.
I have "walked through the Valley of the Shadow of Death," and it was the hardest struggle of my life. I would sob, I asked Lord I have been completely loyal to you, why did this happen? And, we are to never question God. (No if's and's, it's or buts.) I pleaded with him day in and day out, I would say - I can't feel the wind on my skin anymore, that hurt the most. I never stopped praying for healing. Through it all, no matter what - I meditate a lot as well as genuflect, I lost my spiritual gifts, I lost a lot of money from someone who took advantage of my situation and I was weak and I grew angry with this person and held a grudge with them. I lost a lot. I practice forgiveness and forgiveness is key but I couldn't forgive him for a very long time. I did however forgive him for other stuff, but I believe "lack of forgiveness" kept me ill among other things. I fell flat on my face. I knew better but the illness was a huge distraction and a blur. 

After 4 years, I was miraculously healed. (I feel that will fall into place, on my next mission.) I see that now, I would willingly do all over for God again. I thank God everyday and you know how you see posts on FB about people saying - Did you thank God for waking up this morning, I love those. Although, I never saw it like that. After, I would meditate, I would plead and plead to God to keep me alive for another day. I would thank him for my day, and pray one more day of it is your will. I need to finish my mission first. That's how bad I want to go to Paradise, I can go on about that but it's a beautiful thing in the Grand Scheme of Things.. 

Keep posting Catholic/Christianity posts, I love it, it brings "peace" just understand what you are really doing so you can pursue your mission. Perhaps, a story above it. I love to see Prayer requests and praise reports too - because I know firsthand with & through God all things are possible. 

Also, I do not claim to be a "Holy Roller nor a Bible Thumper..." Unless God provides guidance, a person who is open-minded and willing to talk about God or simply - "Divine Intervention."

I serve God in secret, too many things are circulating in my life and I pray for a path and direction. I even propose them to God at times - the next thing you know, the script is flipped. Which, I clearly understand why, only you my friends don't due to my next mission. Then, I pray for complete understanding. This also applies to when we fast, we aren't supposed to share it with the world. It's called a sacrifice and it's intended to be kept that way - if you want to go to "Paradise," start making more sacrifices. 

You don't always have to be silent on religion. I am however a little more on the reserved side. I once made many declarations for Christ and I was made fun of, called Mother Theresa on multiple occasions (in fact - from some of the same people who post pictures of Christ on FB) Oh, the irony, but that didn't stop me, it made me stronger and rapidly closer to God & Christ.  (For it is written) I do have my favorite Catholic/Christian sites and reach out to people that way, those who are genuinely ready to hear the Gospel or a Scripture or even Guidance. 
I have accomplished an array of so many unbelievably different things. You would never believe me, but that's neither here nor there. I attribute it all to God and I am eternally grateful. Point being, all things can be done through Christ. Was it for the money? Absolutely not, it was for the treasure behind the money, the education and the sharing I was able to do. People who have money aren't bad people, they are successful and even if they would proclaim - I am rich, I am rich with the world, we don't know what happens behind close doors. They may be rich in the spirit. Lastly, please don't judge others - if you don't want to be judged. As for those who don't have money, they need the help and resources - yet we have a "President Elect" attempting to change life as we know it. That part of my next mission, but I need to understand some correlations first. I am led by God and you may say why God...that's the secret. Not exactly the way you think, because as you know in order to get to the Father, you must go through the son First...

It's a Paradox. I didn't reveal the entirety of the true meaning. In due time my friends. 

Stay Blessed - Always, put God first and - if you love, you will be loved in return.


 


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