Sophies life- part 1

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
This is my life. Everything i wrote here did happend to me. It started when i was 15. :)
Im not using some personal information.
Please let me know if you read any of my storys.
I will be posting in parts.

Submitted: January 06, 2015

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Hello. I dont know how to start. I guess i wanna say hello to you. Im starting this because i thnik that im going to fell much better if i tell someone about it. I hope i didnt made a mistake. Lets begin!

17.6.2011. 

I guess i have the right to be scared. Not many people go through all this shit i did. So thats the reason none of them (or only a few) understand what im going through. Let me tell you something, having a phobia from anything in the whole wolrd, either its small or big, the feeling is the same, and it feels pretty fucked up. I have a phobia from gymnastic. I can not do (well i didnt try for ages, but i mean im affraid to do) the most basic things. Just the thought being turned upside down, gives me chills. I could cry for hours because of it. My mom gave me my name over some well known gymnast. And then what happend? I cant do anything, not a single thing in gymnastics. Im so frightened of it. And i hate myself for it. The fear began when i was in 6. grade, primary school. I have done a gymnastic move wrong and hurt my vertebrae. Only a little bit. Like i didnt had any bigger problems then pain after it. But my doctor found that i have scoliosis, lordosis and kyphosis. Oh yes. All of that. Its all good now. So a great fear started to develop. And i became its prisoner. Fear became my perfection. My mom is a teacher too, so she knew my p.e. teacher and told him how afraid i was. So, i didnt have to do it. Well, i did got an F but, at least i could sit down and not be pushed to do it at all. I was happy. But i always knew this day would come. I have finished primary school. That means high school after the most wonderfull time of the year- summer break. And here i am, crying because i know that high school means new teachers, and that means i may get a fucking crazy teacher who will make me do gymnastic. What can i do? Nothing? Nothing. I asked my mom to talk to him, but she aint a high school teacher, so he wont even care. Yes its true. If your parents are teachers your school teachers are nicer to you (at least thats how it worked before).  And my mom doesnt even know the guy. Im so screwed. Or not? My mom had a brilliant idea. She is very good with the p.e. teacher from her school (yes, we were not in the same primery schools). "I am 100% sure, Keith could help. He could talk to him you know?! That would be so fantastic, right?" thats what my mom thoguht back then. Now, well i think she is cursing that day. Keith said that he knows the guy and that hes very strict. "But, honey dont worry. I have an idea!" my mom has thought that i could use this whole month to try to get over with the fear. And that maybe Keith could "train" me every day, and talk to me about it. At the start i thoguht that is the worst idea ever. Well now i know i was right. I did said yes on the end. And thats when it all started. Oh if only i didnt said yes that day. If only..... i guess i would spare his job, his reputation, my career, home,.......... Well how could have i know.

 

Thank you for reading, if you want more just let me know.

 


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