Why do I struggle
When I know it already
That it’s all coming down to the same thing?
Hiding my pain
I can’t fit in anywhere
Shedding silent tears, but they choke me from inside.
Cry, why should I?
Drowning deep down
Never to surface again, losing my last few breaths.
No need to fight
I did, and lost.
Put in all my might and got slapped across the face.
Death, o beautiful death
Where art thou?
Let me just be honest- I don’t wanna live anymore.
Give up, I quit
It never changes
I just want to sleep and never look up again.
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