Any Thing But Me

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: True Confessions  |  House: Booksie Classic
this poem is what i wish i was capable of saying out loud.

Submitted: December 16, 2011

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Submitted: December 16, 2011

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I might be crazy, I might be insane.
But you don't understand the pain I’m in.
You think it’s cool you think I’m alright.
But inside I wanna die.
My life ain’t all it’s cracked up to be.
You say I complain.
You say I’m just fine, but you don’t understand.
My life’s a living hell and I keep my feelings hidden inside.
You don’t see me cry, that’s just how I am.
I don’t need your pitty.
I don’t need you feelin’ bad.  
I’m strong enough to handle it on my own.
It kills me inside, feelin’ that I’m alone.
But that’s just how it is.
I can’t help that you don’t see,
The pain inside is killing me.
I’d much rather be,
Any person but me.
I try to make myself believe
That I’m more than just some worthless piece of shit.
But that’s just it,
This ain’t a game, it ain’t a sport.
I wish my parents woulda just abort.
I can’t stand it and I don’t wanna be,
I wanna be anything but me.
I wanna be alright,
I wanna be okay
But I don’t see that happenin’ in any way.


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