Who I have become

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic

Random poetry of mine. Please don't steal my ideas

~DO NOT STEAL MY IDEAS!~

Are you happy with who I have become?

One who will not listen.

One who is free.

The nice girl is gone.

In place of her is a girl who is silent.

A girl who rarely talks to anyone but her friends.

But even then she is quieter than usual.

How dare you try to change me,

I have changed and I like this version of me.

I may miss the old one but I grew up.

You may stay in the childish time.

I will grow up and be the better person.

I hate that you can think,

that you can just control me.

I am not one to be controlled.

I try to be kind,

but even I have my limits and buttons.

Push them and I will push yours right back.

Because this is the release that i have been hoping for.

I finally get out of here.

This hell is finally letting me out.

What on earth have I done to be free?

What do you want from me?

Why would you want me out?

I am nothing.

I am just a girl.

A girl who longs to be a wolf.

Who would want that?

A girl who can't hang onto anything?

A girl full of self-doubt?

Well that is all I am.

I am not smart.

I sure the hell ain't pretty.

I thought of many ways to die.

Who wants that?

Why? Go ahead no one else cares.

I am alone.

I am a jerk.

I am nothing.

So just leave me alone.

You wouldn't want me if you knew me.

So quit trying to tame me or break me.

You can't break somethin' that is already broken.


Submitted: September 18, 2014

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AISHATU G IDRIS 201

Beautifuly put. About a newness overcoming a person. A transformation. Love it. Simple and explicit

Thu, September 18th, 2014 2:59pm

BabyGurl09

Inspiring.

Thu, September 18th, 2014 4:14pm

Stella Pazour

TThank you both I am sorry that i have not responded but I have not been on.

Thu, April 16th, 2015 4:33pm

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