A needle in my heart (From my first Notebook) I kind of feel like this
When you broke my heart
You stuck a needle in my heart
I cry for my heart
'cause you put a hole in it
Only you can take the needle
out and fix my hole
But you won't you love
her now not me
So the needle will stay
since your the only one
who can save me
I'm dying of a broken heart
Cause there a needle in my heart
that you put there
only you the only one
who can take it out
Fix the needle of my heart
Tell me you love me
There a needle in my heart.
You Again (This is from two years ago) (but describes what I'm feeling right now)
Why are you back?
In my life and dreams
I thought it was over
those looks you give me
ye not a word is said!
This is driving me crazy
I was over you
you moved on too
Why this? Why now?
Why this again?
We been down this road before
It never took us anywhere
Just an unsteady path
That lead to hate
and mainly heartbreaks!
So I'm not gonna fall for you
again, but it's harder than it sounds
I'll do my best
don't need to get hurt
not by you anyways!
I mean it this time
or I hope I do anyways
gotta move on
You're not worth my time or the tears
not for me anyways!
No title( A poem from last year)
What you are doing isn't helping
I need no contact from you
I know I'm special since you still talk to me
But if I'm ever going to be fully over you
I can't talk to you at all
So many months of ups and downs
I actually trusted you so much
We are over now for good
I don't trust you at all
I need you gone for good
My once strong feelings are gone
I'm not even sure if I love you
Still have my days on missing you
But I now strongly dislike you
No more tears for you
My wall toward you is up
You can't break it this time
You need to leave me alone
My heart can finally tell you no
Looky here, it seems like I can move on
No title (from right now)
I have my headphones in blaring
My heart is broken into millions of pieces
An emoional wall is up to block people out
I don't want to get hurt
I refuse to let anybody else in
I have a guy on my mind
Two actually even though neither are good
One is bad news and one won't talk to me
I blare my music to try to forget them
But all it take is one song to remember all the memories
This is why I need to move out of this state
I need to start over and start fresh
Where nobody will know my past
And maybe I can finally let somebody in
I have been hurt by both of these guys
Yet I love them with all of my heart
I don't need this not right now
My life was finally getting good again
Now it's starting to fall back to pieces
Along with my broken heart
All it takes is one song to miss them even more
Why can't love be simple?
I remember the days when I thought boys were gross
And now I'm getting my heart broken by them
One guy knows all about my writing and was supportive
The other guy never knew
They are two different guys
One is really controlling, the other isn't as bad
I don't need a guy right now
But my heart beats for them both.
I'm focusing on just school for now
I'm riding solo and doing me!
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