After talking to you for a few more days I finally realize
I have moved on from you, I don't have the same feelings as I did before
You aren't on my mind like you were
I don't look forward to talking to you
In fact I don't love you anymore I dislike you
Yeah there kind of is somebody else
But that isn't the point
I'm finally moved on from you
I want to tear up any reminders I have of you which I think is a few
I want to forget about the eleven months I dated you and us talking about getting back together
You weren't worth my time then and you aren't worth my time now
You are an ex for a reason
And now I remember why
I'm in charge of my life, not some low life guy who's a pervert
I have changed in the months we stopped talking
And I don't want you back in my life
I don't want to ruin all my progress of changing
You aren't the guy for me
Why settle for you when the other guy treats me better?
I stopped talking to him due to his busy schedule and I miss him like crazy
With you I'm relieved that I'm not talking to you
So it's time to be honest with myself
It took six months but I'm over you
Now you shouldn't be on my mind anymore
I can finally watch The Notebook without you on my mind
Because we don't belong together
I'm just now realizing that because I was blinded by love
But we're not right for each other
You're like gasoline and I'm water
We just don't mix
We're not right anymore
You're the same and I'm different
You are not my type anymore
I prefer to keep my pride
It feels good to finally get the last words
I can now move on and not wonder what if
Because I know the what ifs and I don't want that anymore
I want a fresh start
I want a guy who isn't all about himself
It was hard but I have finally done it.
I've broken from your spell
The memories won't be as bad as they were
Because you don't mean the same to me
You are now just another love, another first
I'm just glad you weren't my actual first one for the first time
I would regret that more than anything
I'm not saying I'm over you so people could believe that
I'm actually meaning it this time
I found someone better this time
The feeling isn't there anymore my dear
It feels weird even calling you my dear
You never wanted me
You only wanted to use me
We're over now.
We are done.
Good luck with your life.
I will be enjoying mine now.
I will be free from not moving on
I won't be in the jail cell of you,
I can finally break free and remember what it was like to be moved on.
I'm sorry, wait no I'm not.
You were a jerk.
You done me wrong
And I just hope one day Karma will find you.
At least I know I'm finally free from you.
I have moved on! And it feels good!
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