I don't wanna live this way anymore

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
I just started typing, I get like this all the time, just ask my friends :)

Submitted: December 02, 2009

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I have the razor in my right arm
My left arm is all blood-stained
My face is white and hollow
My eyes are empty; no emotions are in them
My heart is empty; my life is in motions
 
I don’t wanna live this way anymore
Not going by life doing the motions
Cutting isn’t me
But who am I?
I’m not the person I use to be
 
All my friends has left me
They just couldn’t handle it
I can’t handle it anymore
I don’t wanna
But it seems to be my only way
 
No it not. I can change
I will, I’m tired of living like this
I don’t wanna cut myself when everything goes wrong
I can’t handle the fact of what it’s doing to my life
It’s just eating away my insides
 
I don’t wanna live this way anymore
I will change, I promise
I don’t wanna be like this
And I won’t
I will be a different girl
 
My life will be back on track
I’m not heading down this road any deeper
I’m changing my life style
I will be a better person
I will find out who I am, and this isn’t me!


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